Be a lady in the streets, a freak in the sheets
I always took pride in being a "good girl" and being my lola's model apo, One classic moment in our family was when a cousin got pregnant out of wedlock. She was cut off from the family and my Lola said why can't my cousin be like me. I just made a side comment that fornication is a sin, which pleased my Lola even more

I never did things that I know will disappoint my family so I'm as conservative as one could get. Even my Mom called me "manang". It was as if I had a giant stick shoved up my ...
And then I met "crush" I was never the boy crazy type but I found myself with sinful thoughts of him 24/7. Thoughts that could make a **** star blush. I harassed and raped that guy in my mind so many times, I did not even recognize myself anymore. It was a complete 180 degree turn from my bordering prude personality to manyakis

. I'm saving myself for marriage, but I was willing to break that rule for him! I guess when you are so in love, you want to translate those feelings physically, when words and actions are not enough anymore. So that was my good girl gone bad episode in my life
I'm probably different because I am repelled by bad boys. I like guys that are well liked, refined and polite. The "straight as an arrow" type.