How do you feel right now?

[_Cathy_]

Melancholic. Happiness is fleeting in my life. Makes me wonder what the hell I did to deserve this kind of existence.

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[uls]

don't rely on moments that make you "happy"

somebody you like sent you a message, someone gave you a gift, a package arrived, your boss said something, etcetera etcetera

the effect of those are fleeting

the novelty wears off quick

[ninjababez]

^SO magic not working cathy?

[_Cathy_]

don't rely on moments that make you "happy"

somebody you like sent you a message, someone gave you a gift, a package arrived, your boss said something, etcetera etcetera

the effect of those are fleeting

the novelty wears off quick

And that somebody I like is gone.

I have no other source of happiness. I think I'm in a constant state of sadness and it's those things you mentioned that lifts me up, but like you said, it wears off quickly. It can't sustain my happiness.

I'm giving up on finding happiness. I don't know why life is so cruel to me. I only want the person who makes me happy but why can't I have him. I've gone through so much pain in my life and it looks like it will be like that until the day I die. I give on love, being a housewife, being a mother, having a life. I won't take my own life because that is a sin, I will just go through the motions, but that's it. I don't have hope anymore.

But really, hindi ko talaga maintindihan why life is so cruel to me.

^SO magic not working cathy?

He's gone as well. I told him it's crush that I love. I know I really hurt him. Even our friends, hindi na niya kinakausap. Hirap din ng wala siya, wala akong matawagan to cry my heart out. Umiiyak na lang ako ditto sa desk ko magisa.

[uls]

And that somebody I like is gone.

I have no other source of happiness. I think I'm in a constant state of sadness and it's those things you mentioned that lifts me up, but like you said, it wears off quickly. It can't sustain my happiness.

that's explains why you keep shopping online

it gives you a dopamine high when packages arrive

when you open the packages, seeing and holding what you bought, then you put it away... the novelty wears off

then you shop again... chasing that feeling again....

[maxpedition]

that's explains why you keep shopping online

it gives you a dopamine high when packages arrive

when you open the packages, seeing and holding what you bought, then you put it away... the novelty wears off

then you shop again... chasing that feeling again....

Haha you got it right bro [emoji106]

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[_Cathy_]

that's explains why you keep shopping online

it gives you a dopamine high when packages arrive

when you open the packages, seeing and holding what you bought, then you put it away... the novelty wears off

then you shop again... chasing that feeling again....

I can't even sleep in my bed anymore, nakatambak na lahat in my bed and my Mom is pissed that I have stuff in all rooms at home. I get a lot of gifts from my family and friends din (and I am thankful)

But it's not just stuff that give me my bursts of happiness. Si SO, during the first few weeks, he made me happy, but still not enough.

My fat lab, my friends, my family, my boss, but still they can't give me the happiness that I want. Iba yung happiness from being in love. Even my Mom said that, how she wants me to experience what she had with my Dad.

[benchph1]

And that somebody I like is gone.

I have no other source of happiness. I think I'm in a constant state of sadness and it's those things you mentioned that lifts me up, but like you said, it wears off quickly. It can't sustain my happiness.

I'm giving up on finding happiness. I don't know why life is so cruel to me. I only want the person who makes me happy but why can't I have him. I've gone through so much pain in my life and it looks like it will be like that until the day I die. I give on love, being a housewife, being a mother, having a life. I won't take my own life because that is a sin, I will just go through the motions, but that's it. I don't have hope anymore.

But really, hindi ko talaga maintindihan why life is so cruel to me.



He's gone as well. I told him it's crush that I love. I know I really hurt him. Even our friends, hindi na niya kinakausap. Hirap din ng wala siya, wala akong matawagan to cry my heart out. Umiiyak na lang ako ditto sa desk ko magisa.

Whenever you feel sad, think about the other people that are in worse conditions than you.

Some people dont even have a roof under their head, dont eat three meals a day, and some are afflicted with a critical illness.

Just think you are still lucky.


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[12vdc]

Patience is a virtue



BTT: sick, got flu from people

[minicarph]

I can't even sleep in my bed anymore, nakatambak na lahat in my bed and my Mom is pissed that I have stuff in all rooms at home. I get a lot of gifts from my family and friends din (and I am thankful)

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parang ambaho mo tignan nyan tapos depress kapa, naliligo ka pa ba?