Quote Originally Posted by _Cathy_ View Post
And that somebody I like is gone.

I have no other source of happiness. I think I'm in a constant state of sadness and it's those things you mentioned that lifts me up, but like you said, it wears off quickly. It can't sustain my happiness.
that's explains why you keep shopping online

it gives you a dopamine high when packages arrive

when you open the packages, seeing and holding what you bought, then you put it away... the novelty wears off

then you shop again... chasing that feeling again....