YES, I still can't let him go because I experienced things with him that I have not with any other guy, and I have to admit that it was SPECTACULAR. But he is not giving it to me now anymore, and for the past few days I am getting low key mad.
I am so freaking frustrated! Kapag nilalambing ko, DEADMA. It makes me feel worse than a wh0re, at least it's men that go after them and they get paidEven when we were together, I was more physically into him than he was with me, role reversal talaga!
He has no idea how hard it is for me to be insanely lustful of him na hindi ko man lang siya malambing. I want to kiss him, touch him, anything! Pero excuses excuses, can't see me, can't even talk to me for over one hour
Two reasons why he rejects my advances: One, he is getting it from another woman or two, he just doesn't wanna give it to me as control.
Napapansin ko if I am turning the conversation flirtatious, he cuts it, T)$^)a talaga! I feel it happening, malapit na ko mawalan ng gana, dati kasi I thought the world of him, almost god like that he can do no wrong, pero ngayon I am having negative feelings na.