if there's no Christmas photo together, its not love
but he used to do it everyday with me and when we reconnected I asked him multiple times but he refuses (I absolutely hate the word no)
That is definitely not gonna happen
Anyway, nahimasmasan na ko LOL. I am thinking clearly again, there are days when the primitive eros side of Cathy takes over the rational self
It still makes me wonder if crush has zero desire for me na. I hope he is not getting it from somebody else because that will make me so mad I wouldn't want to be in the same planet as he is (makes me understand SOs hatred for me when I chose crush over him)
If the guy hasn’t made a move over the past year, maybe he looks at you in a different way. Some men are very much of a gentleman that they cannot bear hurting the feelings of women. Maybe he is just being nice & gives you things & attention. Reminds me of those Thai dramas (lakorns). Although the couple go out & hang out, that is as far as it goes because one treats the other as only a sister or brother.
I find it hard to digest na from intense passion and chemistry to platonic siya bigla? I really appreciate when I told him that it hurts me when he does not text or call me for a whole day, he made an effort to do so already (consistent na since I said that) I know how valuable and expensive his time is naman.
When I am not being my primitive eros self, I don't mind just being friends with him but sometimes he does something that I find s3xy, most of the time I don't even know what he did, then I find myself consumed with lust again I guess karma ko rin because I used to take pride in my self control when it comes to that aspect. Crush, crush, crush, what ever did you do to Cathy? hahaha
We had no contact for almost 3 yrs and it was only in March when we started talking again
Can't sleep, longing for crush. He's my ultimate turn on. I just want to touch his face... at the minimum lol
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I thought so too, but I don't know why there are days when I'd be so turned on by him and he is all I think about 24/7. But when he does a seen zone on me or when my suspicion that he has someone else grows kasi he keeps dodging my flirtation, that is what makes me want to cut off ties with him. Siguro if he totally loses me, that is when he will realize that he wants me back, pero I can't totally cut him off for now because I can't imagine myself being intimate with anyone else. I am so patay na patay e HAHAHA