I'm in the process of becoming a good boy not sure how long I can withstand haha
I'm in the process of becoming a good boy not sure how long I can withstand haha
before me and my wife got married..she was already set to marry another guy...we met..we fell in love.. i took her away from their house..after 8 yrs we got married
i dunno if that's weird
^^ i guess it's in knowingly allowing a partner to know my vulnerability and be constantly scared that i might be abused... i was always in a roller coaster ride of my emotions and i dunno if that, still, is love. kaya...WEIRD.
Also, the sense of connection...whenever there's a text message alert, i would know that it's him at siya nga!...SURREAL. the connection lingers even we broke up few months back. tanginang buhay to! but time heals...slowly, the connection gets weaker everyday.
question, do you call it weird kung nagaantay ka pa rin sa ex na gustong gusto mo? kasi ang reason lang naman ng break-up nyo eh hindi lang ready ang partner mo... will it still be worth it to wait?
maybe. it's the endurance to hold on to something that's uncertain. essentially, love should be enough to make the couple secure and overly courageous, so being ready or not should have been out of the question. but then again, most would have the hope to wait na baka balikan? weird yun. kasi ang normal pag iniwan ka, both parties need to move on, and when the other decides to go back, di na niya mahanap yung isa from where one left the other.
There was a time back in college, I was "introduced" to a girl via BBS chat by a common friend who was fixing her computer and dial-up modem. Later we moved to chatting on the phone. We kinda got pretty hot chatting on the phone in the next few days. Learning of her "tambayan", I decided to meet her in real life... we met but it came down I wasn't really her "type".
Reality sucks. I guess the fantasy I built up was too good.