Have you ever been alone? No GF/BF/wife/husband, family and friend? If so, how did you deal with it?
I just found out that my good friend who is my constant companion on weekends is leaving for Australia permanently on April. With her I never really felt alone even though my whole family is abroad and I broke up with my BF of several years. I know I should be happy for her but I cannot help but feel depressed since she's the only one I hang out with during my free time. I have other friends also but we don't live close to each other. Iba talaga pag malapit lang ang bahay. She is practically like family to me and she "adopts" me on family occassions.
My other close friend left for Kuwait a few years ago and this friend of mine helped me recover/ siya pumalit. hehe. Now that she is leaving also I don't know how I am supposed to deal with it. I really enjoy her company since we share the same values and we enjoy doing things together. I am also afraid that I will look for companionship from other people. I try to avoid that since I try not to get emotionally attached to a lot of people.