there is no permanent thing in this world, the earlier na matanggap mo yan the better for you, advise ko lang siguro stop being clingy and it's about time for you to grow up na siguro..
'coz sa mga stories mo and dating sa akin is your still so childish and very immature. the reason why I'm asking about your age. if you're still a 14 yr old girl, then I would probably understand but if your in the your late 20's na..ewan ko na lang.
siguro best thing for you is to get out of your make believe world that everything are perfect and start living your life in the REAL world.