Chronic Depression

[_Qwerty_]

hindi lahat nang BPO eh call center.. and hindi lahat graveyard..

it could be managed services.. offshore accounts handling.. financial services.. payroll processing.. there are AU and UK accounts.. so hindi lahat graveyard..

BPO as in call center or graveyard? I want regular working hours. My Kuya told me to leave banking kasi bagsak na daw banking industry. He said to try Accenture. Is that a BPO?



I definitely can't work graveyard or shifting

I've been crying on and off. Manic depressive na ata ako kasi minsan natatawa naman ako sa ibang tao. Yung mga sounding boards ko, I can't talk to them about this. Si SO he can't find out that I am jobless. Si Engr friend ko napipikon lang ako when he tells me to look harder (stopped talking to him along with my Paulinian friend who said kulang effort ko) They have jobs kaya madali sa kanila magbitaw ng ganyan.

I'm depressed kasi nasira kasi timeline ko. I expected na I have work na by August pero pinapa pasok ako sa butas ng karayom e, halos maiyak na ko sa unang interview ko a few months ago sa hirap ng mga tanong I don't want to give up on my dream role but the longer this drags on na affect na self esteem ko. I thought it would be easy for me kasi they called me agad when I submitted my CV pero hirap ng hiring process. I'll throw a party talaga when I get this position.

[uls]

kailangan ung work na petiks lang tapos malaki sweldo hehe

[Stigg ma]

ang sarap nyan sa banko nag tratrabaho, abang abang ka lang ng mahahatak na sasakyan tapos bilin mo na para ma i benta ulet...

[_Qwerty_]

may barkada ako sa banko.. petiks lang sila.. sa remittance sila..

[uls]

ung normal 9 to 5 pero after lunch papasok

mga 3pm

tapos coffee break agad

[Tha_Mann]

I only applied in 2 companies. I got other calls pero I don't like.



I've never worked local but my Kuya said na at a certain level local banks pay better than multinationals, though my work was too specialized, local banks have no use for me



I'll look this up nga para naman I can be productive AND earn money

I've been taking all sorts of meds to help me sleep. I've been upping the dosage but it's really not working anymore.

try mo sa Macquarie

[misseksaherada]

I don't want to give up on my dream role but the longer this drags on na affect na self esteem ko. I thought it would be easy for me kasi they called me agad when I submitted my CV pero hirap ng hiring process. I'll throw a party talaga when I get this position.

Bakit iba ang nasi-sense ko.. Parang kaunti na lang, naghihintay ka na lang ng tawag para sa confirmation ng 1st day sa work..
Advance Congratulations Ms. Cathy.. Confident ako na tanggap ka na.. [emoji1303][emoji322]

[_Cathy_]

Bakit iba ang nasi-sense ko.. Parang kaunti na lang, naghihintay ka na lang ng tawag para sa confirmation ng 1st day sa work..
Advance Congratulations Ms. Cathy.. Confident ako na tanggap ka na.. [emoji1303][emoji322]

Magdilang anghel ka sana.

I'm feeling very nervous because I have another interview coming up. Balde balde na niluha ko dito, pinapapasok talaga ako sa butas ng karayom. This is my dream position and the salary and benefits are more than I ever asked for! Bihira na opening sa gusto ko and I refused to accept a lower position kaya I said I am willing to wait even if it means I am without work for a longer time. I post ko na lang journey ko when I get it (I claim it) . I thought it would be easy for me pero hindi kaya papahalagahan ko this job. Ang pinaghihirapan, pinagiingatan is so true!

I know none of you know me personally but would appreciate your prayers. I want this so bad

[_Cathy_]

I've been sulking for the past few days because my dream position in my target company e pinapa pasok ako sa butas ng karayom! I guess I was too confident that it would be easy for me to get in since most of the staff in our office transferred there but then again it's a lower position kasi.

In my recent interview one of the management told me that it's a higher leadership position so they want to make sure na fit for the role and will need very little to no training anymore. How can I win against internal applicants then? Anyway, I'm still thankful na sa dream position ko ako hinahanapan ng role but I am getting impatient at sira na naman timeline ko (I absolutely HATE when that happens) because my goal is to work BEFORE 4th quarter of the year

Good thing I have True green now. The other day my Mom gave me earrings for no reason at all. I know she did it because she noticed that I am really sad and it's her way to cheer me up. It did but it didn't last long.

[jaggerx3]

Eto pescribed sa akin. Stopped taking it already.

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Sorry for reviving the thread.

Why you stopped already?

My psychiatrist prescribed me this one, but I bought the cheaper brand.
Will start taking this week, and I'll see her after 2 weeks again.

I'm starting having panic attacks to the point na I feel inaatake sa heart. Lol

Sometimes I just want to pass out but my recent laboratories are fine and even my ECG. Kaya nagpa psychiatrist ako.

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[dr. d]

Sorry for reviving the thread.

Why you stopped already?

My psychiatrist prescribed me this one, but I bought the cheaper brand.
Will start taking this week, and I'll see her after 2 weeks again.

I'm starting having panic attacks to the point na I feel inaatake sa heart. Lol

Sometimes I just want to pass out but my recent laboratories are fine and even my ECG. Kaya nagpa psychiatrist ako.

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in my opinion,
it helps to consult a psychiatrist.
hindi na uso yung "wala sa lahi namin ang sakit na yan! hindi namin kailangan nang psychiatrist!"

over the years,
some psychiatric illnesses have shown to have an organic basis.
it's not "all in the mind".

[baludoy]

Medyo ot pero At a farty last sat, I met this dude who was in therapy because of anxiety attacks. Matindi Pala Ang physical manifestations kapag inaatake Siya nun. Delibitating Pala talaga when that happens.

He said it's been diagnosed as brought on by work related stress daw.

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[Monseratto]

Sorry for reviving the thread.

Why you stopped already?

My psychiatrist prescribed me this one, but I bought the cheaper brand.
Will start taking this week, and I'll see her after 2 weeks again.

I'm starting having panic attacks to the point na I feel inaatake sa heart. Lol

Sometimes I just want to pass out but my recent laboratories are fine and even my ECG. Kaya nagpa psychiatrist ako.

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Nawala yung symptoms like insomnia, heart palpitations and cold sweat... Months rin inabot yung gamot before I stopped. My insomnia however returned this year. Chronic insomnia naman. My psychiatrist prescribed Clonotril for it. Lasted 4 months. I tapered off the med and now sleeping normally again.

Yung ganitong gamot can be addictive and better tapper off the dosage if you can before stopping.

Clonotril-0.5/Clonotril-2

[dr. d]

Medyo ot pero At a farty last sat, I met this dude who was in therapy because of anxiety attacks. Matindi Pala Ang physical manifestations kapag inaatake Siya nun. Delibitating Pala talaga when that happens.

He said it's been diagnosed as brought on by work related stress daw.

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i have personally experienced the "panic attack".
i had no control over it, even as, in my learned mind, i knew it was just a panic attack.
it felt as real as can be.

[_Cathy_]

I'm so miserable. I don't know how to spend my day anymore.

I polished the hardware of my bag for 5 HOURS straight just to keep myself occupied.

[jaggerx3]

I've been taking Escitalopram for more than a month now. Yesterday and today, I feel so drained and just want to sleep.
Kagabi nag panic attack din ako, felt cold inside and sweat. Happened to me before naman so alam ko na hindi ibang sakit.

Took alprazolam and slept well last night.
Ang hirap lang din!

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[_Cathy_]

I think I need professional help already. My mood swings are getting worse. One day I am happy then the next I am miserable. I am scared to take meds because it's alters the brain diba? I watch a lot of Forensic Files and Crime documentaries and I saw an episode where a teenager killed his own family, only explanation nila was he abruptly stopped a mental health related drug. One side effect yung hallucinations kasi the kid was telling na the devil or whatever entity pushed him to kill his family

[bugsmobile]

I've been taking Escitalopram for more than a month now. Yesterday and today, I feel so drained and just want to sleep.
Kagabi nag panic attack din ako, felt cold inside and sweat. Happened to me before naman so alam ko na hindi ibang sakit.

Took alprazolam and slept well last night.
Ang hirap lang din!

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Yeah it does make you sometimes sleepy & lethargic. One thing I like about that meds is that it gives me very lucid dreams.

[travajante]

Boredom, the devil's playground.

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[Walter]

Yep, boredom ... Get a job soon or a hobby or wax neighbor's cars ...