What Are You Thinking About?

**12vdc** · February 4th, 2019 12:31 AM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

If you knew my life story, I doubt you would say that. Isa ako sa mga pinaka ka awa awa ang buhay na makikilala mo. Iba iba tayo ng resilience and I'm near breaking point. I've suffered too long. Dati may hope pa ko to find happiness but I'm too old now.

Happiness is just a state of mind, its like love. Makinig ka kay OB baka mahanap mo inner peace at ma tame ang sufferings mo

Seriously, The story of your life, the story of our lives, its all the same thing. We live, we learn, we survive. Disappointments are just challenges you have to cope. My advice is don't be a slave of what others think of you, be independent, give-up your conveniences in life that is dragging you behind. Siguro 1st you should do is give up your Nanny, then live alone away from your family and friends to know the real experience of life & survival.

**dr. d** · February 4th, 2019 12:32 AM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

If you knew my life story, I doubt you would say that. Isa ako sa mga pinaka ka awa awa ang buhay na makikilala mo. Iba iba tayo ng resilience and I'm near breaking point. I've suffered too long. Dati may hope pa ko to find happiness but I'm too old now.

maybe you need a change of atmosphere.
go abroad. now.

**12vdc** · February 4th, 2019 12:34 AM

Originally Posted by dr. d

will it cover the fence, or will it be the fence?

It should cover the 10ft fence inc the grilled-steel top portion, for privacy.

**_Cathy_** · February 4th, 2019 02:33 AM

Originally Posted by 12vdc

Happiness is just a state of mind, its like love. Makinig ka kay OB baka mahanap mo inner peace at ma tame ang sufferings mo

Seriously, The story of your life, the story of our lives, its all the same thing. We live, we learn, we survive. Disappointments are just challenges you have to cope. My advice is don't be a slave of what others think of you, be independent, give-up your conveniences in life that is dragging you behind. Siguro 1st you should do is give up your Nanny, then live alone away from your family and friends to know the real experience of life & survival.

I have to disagree that the story of our lives are the same. Some people are born or experience more hardships than others - a person who is paralyzed from the neck down, raped by her father, born without limbs etc. These people did not choose their circumstances.

I really don't care what others think of me. I care for what people who matter think of me, because I know they are just watching out for me. I do what I want at home and at work. I don't understand why being "independent" is supposed to change things, I am an only child and I have a responsibility to my elders. I can live on my own if I wanted to but I will not do that because my elders need me. I am not gonna give up my second Mom because she dedicated her whole life to me. She said it herself, I am her only purpose for living. I think being away from my family and friends/loved ones will make me even more depressed. I am not looking forward to leaving the country at all.

I feel like kahit mamuhay man ako magisa o tumira pa ko sa Antarctica, hindi naman magbabago buhay ko. People I choose to care for, still hurt me. Over and over again. I don't know what is wrong with me, why I gravitate towards people na sinasaktan lang ako.

I appreciate you advise though, sorry I had to contradict

Originally Posted by dr. d

maybe you need a change of atmosphere.
go abroad. now.

In a few months doctor.

20 yr old Cathy would have never imagined that her life would be this hard a decade after. It just gets harder and harder. Diba most people, as they grow older, they become happier as they achieve their goals and milestones. Ako kasi wala e, puro paurong. I'm getting uglier and sicklier pa

**ray_noel** · February 4th, 2019 03:32 AM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

People I choose to care for, still hurt me. Over and over again. I don't know what is wrong with me, why I gravitate towards people na sinasaktan lang ako.

20 yr old Cathy would have never imagined that her life would be this hard a decade after. It just gets harder and harder. Diba most people, as they grow older, they become happier as they achieve their goals and milestones. Ako kasi wala e, puro paurong. I'm getting uglier and sicklier pa

Ms. Cath, sooner or later you will meet your partner in life, he may not be your perfect guy but one thing for sure, he’ll stay beside you for better and for worst... trust God. [emoji4]

Kung hindi lang siguro atenean and englishero ang top of your requirements, siguro may 3 na anak ka na ngayon... just kidding...hehe... [emoji4]

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**travajante** · February 4th, 2019 06:41 AM

Originally Posted by ray_noel

Ms. Cath, sooner or later you will meet your partner in life, he may not be your perfect guy but one thing for sure, he’ll stay beside you for better and for worst... trust God. [emoji4]

Kung hindi lang siguro atenean and englishero ang top of your requirements, siguro may 3 na anak ka na ngayon... just kidding...hehe... [emoji4]

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Bohol is a happy place. People should flock there![emoji106]

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**MR_BIG18** · February 4th, 2019 06:44 AM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

I give up. I'm never gonna be happy. I hate my life.

Maybe its the hormornes...in males there is a correlation between testosterone and depression..

**12vdc** · February 4th, 2019 08:52 AM

Originally Posted by MR_BIG18

Maybe its the hormornes...in males there is a correlation between testosterone and depression..

In females - hormones act during mo periods, post partum, menopause. Sa males, comopause tawag, kelangan ilabas

Siguro sakanya halohalo na - hormones, depression, weather, age is catching, disappointments, Uls doesnt like her but everybody likes her in tsikot that she doesn't like, etc. In times like that, if the immediate family & friends can't give a good advice, i'd try seeking professional help - maybe from psychiatrist or a counseling team from Ateneo.