What Are You Thinking About?

**forceG** · February 3rd, 2019 11:38 PM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

I give up. I'm never gonna be happy. I hate my life.

Have even tried to get out of your circle and explore before giving up?

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**12vdc** · February 3rd, 2019 11:44 PM

^ Habang may buhay may pag-asa.

BTT: Indian tree or Kamuning tree for the fence?

**Super Inggo** · February 3rd, 2019 11:46 PM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

I give up. I'm never gonna be happy. I hate my life.

Kailangan mo ba ng kausap? Pwede mo ko tawagan, message buong gabi. Kakausapin kita.

Gusto mo, ipag drive kita sa Baguio, dun kita ililibre ng strawberry taho.

**_Cathy_** · February 3rd, 2019 11:47 PM

Originally Posted by forceG

Have even tried to get out of your circle and explore before giving up?

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I'm in my 30s na and it's the same cycle

I'm tired of hurting.

I honestly believe I'll die young and I wouldn't have to endure this life of pain anymore (dramatic buhay ko and people here don't know my story, if they did maiintindihan nila). Baka kaya hindi rin ako nagka anak.

**_Cathy_** · February 3rd, 2019 11:51 PM

Originally Posted by 12vdc

^ Habang may buhay may pag-asa.

BTT: Indian tree or Kamuning tree for the fence?

I'd like to think so pero if it's a life of pain and disappointments?

Originally Posted by Super Inggo

Kailangan mo ba ng kausap? Pwede mo ko tawagan, message buong gabi. Kakausapin kita.

Gusto mo, ipag drive kita sa Baguio, dun kita ililibre ng strawberry taho.

Naiyak naman ako. Thanks for your kindness. Takot na ko to get close or attached to anyone

**12vdc** · February 4th, 2019 12:03 AM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

I'd like to think so pero if it's a life of pain and disappointments? (

There are less fortunate people out there who are living a life full of failure and disappointments but they keep on surviving and thankful for being alive. My guess is its just a state of your mind or hormonal attack maybe. Kung may disappointments e di adjust, set the standards lower. Kung hindi makuha ang gusto e di adjust ulit. Kung hindi ka palarin sa gusto mo na makamit, then that's the almighty's plan. Patience is a virtue, just wait for His grand plan for you.

**kagalingan** · February 4th, 2019 12:03 AM

Originally Posted by 12vdc

^ Habang may buhay may pag-asa.

BTT: Indian tree or Kamuning tree for the fence?

Wag indian tree. Ang boring nyan. Parang pang patay ang ambience. Ewan ko ba bakit yan tinatanim ng mga developer ng mini-townhouse.

Magkamuning ka na lang mas ok pa. Native pa ata yan sa pinas.

Not my photo. Parang ganito ba gusto mo?

**_Cathy_** · February 4th, 2019 12:13 AM

Originally Posted by 12vdc

There are less fortunate people out there who are living a life full of failure and disappointments but they keep on surviving and thankful for being alive. My guess is its just a state of your mind or hormonal attack maybe. Kung may disappointments e di adjust, set the standards lower. Kung hindi makuha ang gusto e di adjust ulit. Kung hindi ka palarin sa gusto mo na makamit, then that's the almighty's plan. Patience is a virtue, just wait for His grand plan for you.

If you knew my life story, I doubt you would say that. Isa ako sa mga pinaka ka awa awa ang buhay na makikilala mo. Iba iba tayo ng resilience and I'm near breaking point. I've suffered too long. Dati may hope pa ko to find happiness but I'm too old now.

**12vdc** · February 4th, 2019 12:24 AM

Originally Posted by kagalingan

Wag indian tree. Ang boring nyan. Parang pang patay ang ambience. Ewan ko ba bakit yan tinatanim ng mga developer ng mini-townhouse.

Magkamuning ka na lang mas ok pa. Native pa ata yan sa pinas.

Not my photo. Parang ganito ba gusto mo?

Ganyan pala itsura nyan kamuning kung nka bonsai-cut. Galing kasi ako Tanauan and ang recommended nila ay kamuning as alternative sa Indian. Mabango din daw ang garden mas mabango sa sampaguita. I bought some as sample, and also will be replacing the mahoganies with lanzones para may bunga pwede kainin.