What Are You Thinking About?

[12vdc]

If you knew my life story, I doubt you would say that. Isa ako sa mga pinaka ka awa awa ang buhay na makikilala mo. Iba iba tayo ng resilience and I'm near breaking point. I've suffered too long. Dati may hope pa ko to find happiness but I'm too old now.

Happiness is just a state of mind, its like love. Makinig ka kay OB baka mahanap mo inner peace at ma tame ang sufferings mo

Seriously, The story of your life, the story of our lives, its all the same thing. We live, we learn, we survive. Disappointments are just challenges you have to cope. My advice is don't be a slave of what others think of you, be independent, give-up your conveniences in life that is dragging you behind. Siguro 1st you should do is give up your Nanny, then live alone away from your family and friends to know the real experience of life & survival.

[dr. d]

If you knew my life story, I doubt you would say that. Isa ako sa mga pinaka ka awa awa ang buhay na makikilala mo. Iba iba tayo ng resilience and I'm near breaking point. I've suffered too long. Dati may hope pa ko to find happiness but I'm too old now.

maybe you need a change of atmosphere.
go abroad. now.

[12vdc]

will it cover the fence, or will it be the fence?

It should cover the 10ft fence inc the grilled-steel top portion, for privacy.

[_Cathy_]

Happiness is just a state of mind, its like love. Makinig ka kay OB baka mahanap mo inner peace at ma tame ang sufferings mo

Seriously, The story of your life, the story of our lives, its all the same thing. We live, we learn, we survive. Disappointments are just challenges you have to cope. My advice is don't be a slave of what others think of you, be independent, give-up your conveniences in life that is dragging you behind. Siguro 1st you should do is give up your Nanny, then live alone away from your family and friends to know the real experience of life & survival.

I have to disagree that the story of our lives are the same. Some people are born or experience more hardships than others - a person who is paralyzed from the neck down, raped by her father, born without limbs etc. These people did not choose their circumstances.

I really don't care what others think of me. I care for what people who matter think of me, because I know they are just watching out for me. I do what I want at home and at work. I don't understand why being "independent" is supposed to change things, I am an only child and I have a responsibility to my elders. I can live on my own if I wanted to but I will not do that because my elders need me. I am not gonna give up my second Mom because she dedicated her whole life to me. She said it herself, I am her only purpose for living. I think being away from my family and friends/loved ones will make me even more depressed. I am not looking forward to leaving the country at all.

I feel like kahit mamuhay man ako magisa o tumira pa ko sa Antarctica, hindi naman magbabago buhay ko. People I choose to care for, still hurt me. Over and over again. I don't know what is wrong with me, why I gravitate towards people na sinasaktan lang ako.

I appreciate you advise though, sorry I had to contradict

maybe you need a change of atmosphere.
go abroad. now.

In a few months doctor.

20 yr old Cathy would have never imagined that her life would be this hard a decade after. It just gets harder and harder. Diba most people, as they grow older, they become happier as they achieve their goals and milestones. Ako kasi wala e, puro paurong. I'm getting uglier and sicklier pa

[ray_noel]

People I choose to care for, still hurt me. Over and over again. I don't know what is wrong with me, why I gravitate towards people na sinasaktan lang ako.

20 yr old Cathy would have never imagined that her life would be this hard a decade after. It just gets harder and harder. Diba most people, as they grow older, they become happier as they achieve their goals and milestones. Ako kasi wala e, puro paurong. I'm getting uglier and sicklier pa

Ms. Cath, sooner or later you will meet your partner in life, he may not be your perfect guy but one thing for sure, he’ll stay beside you for better and for worst... trust God. [emoji4]


Kung hindi lang siguro atenean and englishero ang top of your requirements, siguro may 3 na anak ka na ngayon... just kidding...hehe... [emoji4]


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[travajante]

Ms. Cath, sooner or later you will meet your partner in life, he may not be your perfect guy but one thing for sure, he’ll stay beside you for better and for worst... trust God. [emoji4]


Kung hindi lang siguro atenean and englishero ang top of your requirements, siguro may 3 na anak ka na ngayon... just kidding...hehe... [emoji4]


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Bohol is a happy place. People should flock there![emoji106]

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[MR_BIG18]

I give up. I'm never gonna be happy. I hate my life.

Maybe its the hormornes...in males there is a correlation between testosterone and depression..

[12vdc]

Maybe its the hormornes...in males there is a correlation between testosterone and depression..

In females - hormones act during mo periods, post partum, menopause. Sa males, comopause tawag, kelangan ilabas

Siguro sakanya halohalo na - hormones, depression, weather, age is catching, disappointments, Uls doesnt like her but everybody likes her in tsikot that she doesn't like, etc. In times like that, if the immediate family & friends can't give a good advice, i'd try seeking professional help - maybe from psychiatrist or a counseling team from Ateneo.

[ninjababez]

. Baka kaya hindi rin ako nagka anak.

biologically speaking, kaya ka di nagkaka anak kasi wala nag fertilize ng egg mo cathy. [emoji848][emoji3166]



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[dr. d]

ganun na nga.
wala siyang life partner.

[ninjababez]

In females - hormones act during mo periods, post partum, menopause. Sa males, comopause tawag, kelangan ilabas

Siguro sakanya halohalo na - hormones, depression, weather, age is catching, disappointments, Uls doesnt like her but everybody likes her in tsikot that she doesn't like, etc. In times like that, if the immediate family & friends can't give a good advice, i'd try seeking professional help - maybe from psychiatrist or a counseling team from Ateneo.

matigas ulo ni cathy bro, i dont think kailangan nya pro help. kailangan lang nya iwasan si unicorn friend, and all the people she may think cares for her cause their not really doing a good job.

im sure one time or more sa buhay natin may na neglect tayong tao (or mga tao) na genuine sa pag malasakit sa atin dahil sa katigasan ng ating ulo.

si gf ko nalang ilan taon tiniis kalokohan ko, bisyo ko and gastos ko. she never gave up, pero lately i realized what she did for me. im now very close to my kid, my mom and sisters. dati obligation lang tingin ko sa daughter ko, a mouth to feed kumbaga (pangit diba). i may not be as "cool" as i used to be (obvious naman dahil ang babaw ng rants ko dito), but i am very happy person now. konting inis every now and then like "expensive"car repairs, cannot afford material stuff pero at the end of the day; i still the have people who are always there when i need them and i when they when they need me. ang importante sakin ngayon di pa late para sakin i enjoy ang buhay. ang sarap kaya ng feeling na napapasaya mo mga tao. mag sideline kaya ako as clown [emoji848][emoji848]

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[kagalingan]

Kakataho ni cathy girl yan sa serenitea. Tumaas estrogen. Basta tandaan nyo iwasan ang tokwa!!!! And ang tagal nyan bago macorrect sa katawan. Its the thyroid, the master hormone. And the conventional blood test ng t3, t4, tsh eh not enough to diagnose.

Yung nauuso mamihan ng mga hapon matokwa din ba yang ramen? Hindi ko pa natry pero parang slow boil sa buto-buto at tokwa yung sabaw.

Tingnan nyo mga hosptal clinic gaano kahaba pila sa mga endocrinologist. Tapos tingnan nyo mga leeg ng mismo doctor, secretary at pasyente. Mga operada. Lalo tuloy magkakaproblema. You do not remove the thyroid. You find other means to correct and its not iodized salt and seaweeds. You will wreck your thyroid eating that.

Soy is a cheap na pampalago, pampadami ng producto. Its a daya sa mga burger, Sa mga corned beef.....etc

Mga anak ng tokwa!!!!

[12vdc]

matigas ulo ni cathy bro, i dont think kailangan nya pro help. kailangan lang nya iwasan si unicorn friend, and all the people she may think cares for her cause their not really doing a good job.

im sure one time or more sa buhay natin may na neglect tayong tao (or mga tao) na genuine sa pag malasakit sa atin dahil sa katigasan ng ating ulo.

si gf ko nalang ilan taon tiniis kalokohan ko, bisyo ko and gastos ko. she never gave up, pero lately i realized what she did for me. im now very close to my kid, my mom and sisters. dati obligation lang tingin ko sa daughter ko, a mouth to feed kumbaga (pangit diba). i may not be as "cool" as i used to be (obvious naman dahil ang babaw ng rants ko dito), but i am very happy person now. konting inis every now and then like "expensive"car repairs, cannot afford material stuff pero at the end of the day; i still the have people who are always there when i need them and i when they when they need me. ang importante sakin ngayon di pa late para sakin i enjoy ang buhay. ang sarap kaya ng feeling na napapasaya mo mga tao. mag sideline kaya ako as clown [emoji848][emoji848]

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Glad you found your inner peace bro. Family really matters. If you gained the respect, love, affection that you settled-in then its a sure happiness. If its not for you then find another, move-on. Life need not be complicated, its a matter of accepting the purpose in life and living to the fullest.

[_Cathy_]

In females - hormones act during mo periods, post partum, menopause. Sa males, comopause tawag, kelangan ilabas

Siguro sakanya halohalo na - hormones, depression, weather, age is catching, disappointments, Uls doesnt like her but everybody likes her in tsikot that she doesn't like, etc. In times like that, if the immediate family & friends can't give a good advice, i'd try seeking professional help - maybe from psychiatrist or a counseling team from Ateneo.

Excuse me? Who told you that I like uls romantically? Honestly, natatawa ako sa inyong lahat trying to link us romantically.

biologically speaking, kaya ka di nagkaka anak kasi wala nag fertilize ng egg mo cathy. [emoji848][emoji3166]

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Because I know the impact of having a child with someone. It can make or break your life. And that person will FOREVER be connected to you. With or without marriage. I've seen how the wrong choice can impact not just the person but the whole family as well.

ganun na nga.
wala siyang life partner.

And I give up. I know I will die early kaya siguro I did not marry and have children. Kawawa lang kung maiwanan ko ng maaga.

matigas ulo ni cathy bro, i dont think kailangan nya pro help. kailangan lang nya iwasan si unicorn friend, and all the people she may think cares for her cause their not really doing a good job.

I know you mean well but this makes me so mad. Lahat na lang ng interpretation at assumption mo sakin mali. You really have no idea of my character and the person around me.

What made you say that UF does not care for me??? If there's anything about me, I am extremely guarded and I let very few people get through me. I have a handful of people I call my friends and these are people that have proven their worth to me for decades. UF is one of them. Kung merong bad between the two of us, ako yun.

And who are you to say that UF is not doing a good job? Kung kilala mo ko personally, sabitan mo ng medalya lahat ng friends ko with UF having the biggest medal because she takes a lot of sh1t from me.

i still the have people who are always there when i need them and i when they when they need me. ang importante sakin ngayon di pa late para sakin i enjoy ang buhay. ang sarap kaya ng feeling na napapasaya mo mga tao. mag sideline kaya ako as clown [emoji848][emoji848]

Are you saying I don't have people who are there when I need them. WOW HA! LOL. Hindi ako nade depress dahil wala akong kaibigan at pamilya. I know my family and friends love me and would do everything for me. MORE THAN WHAT I ASKED FOR. I don't need to illustrate how they love me but I am lucky with the people who surround.

UNFORTUNATELY, that still does not make me happy dahil parating may kulang. I may post a lot but I choose what I post.

Minsan na nga lang ako ma inlove pero I fcking sabotage my happiness whenever it happens. Ngayon naman, I think I'm beginning to like someone (after 2 yrs of sulking over another guy) pero here I am hurting again!

[12vdc]

Kakataho ni cathy girl yan sa serenitea. Tumaas estrogen. Basta tandaan nyo iwasan ang tokwa!!!! And ang tagal nyan bago macorrect sa katawan. Its the thyroid, the master hormone. And the conventional blood test ng t3, t4, tsh eh not enough to diagnose.

Yung nauuso mamihan ng mga hapon matokwa din ba yang ramen? Hindi ko pa natry pero parang slow boil sa buto-buto at tokwa yung sabaw.

Tingnan nyo mga hosptal clinic gaano kahaba pila sa mga endocrinologist. Tapos tingnan nyo mga leeg ng mismo doctor, secretary at pasyente. Mga operada. Lalo tuloy magkakaproblema. You do not remove the thyroid. You find other means to correct and its not iodized salt and seaweeds. You will wreck your thyroid eating that.

Stress yan, kakapuyat, kakaisip ng problema na hindi naman dapat problemahin.

[fleas2016]

perhaps it's time to seek a professional. it's taboo in our culture but i find nothing wrong with it. you seem to need a 3rd party that will ask the right questions and understand what you are going through without bias.

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[ninjababez]

Stress yan, kakapuyat, kakaisip ng problema na hindi naman dapat problemahin.

natawa ako kasi gf is so frugal, but when i started encountering car problems (mostly minor and some wear and tear lang), sya na nagsabi kumuha ng mas bago or mag loan ulit ng brand new kasi nababawasan oras namin together cause of me tinkering the car, sya na daw sa monthly [emoji23][emoji1787]

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[uls]

In females - hormones act during mo periods, post partum, menopause. Sa males, comopause tawag, kelangan ilabas

Siguro sakanya halohalo na - hormones, depression, weather, age is catching, disappointments, Uls doesnt like her but everybody likes her in tsikot that she doesn't like, etc. In times like that, if the immediate family & friends can't give a good advice, i'd try seeking professional help - maybe from psychiatrist or a counseling team from Ateneo.

Sir i am sooo not Cathy's type

she likes refined sosy pedigreed tisoy guys

i'm just an ordinary intsik

[ninjababez]

cathy good quality of a friend is if they listen. better if they can shape you up to be a better person, and do everything they can to make your life less miserable; and be effective din. kaya ko nasabi theyre not really doing a good job. they sortof gaveup and fall back to simply listening nalang, psychiatrist can do that. ang good lang sa friend/s mo ay di sila naniningil ng PF. im pretty sure they already gave you the best advice as they know you personally, but then again you not heeding their advice makes them look bad.

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[uls]

Excuse me? Who told you that I like uls romantically? Honestly, natatawa ako sa inyong lahat trying to link us romantically.



Because I know the impact of having a child with someone. It can make or break your life. And that person will FOREVER be connected to you. With or without marriage. I've seen how the wrong choice can impact not just the person but the whole family as well.



And I give up. I know I will die early kaya siguro I did not marry and have children. Kawawa lang kung maiwanan ko ng maaga.



I know you mean well but this makes me so mad. Lahat na lang ng interpretation at assumption mo sakin mali. You really have no idea of my character and the person around me.

What made you say that UF does not care for me??? If there's anything about me, I am extremely guarded and I let very few people get through me. I have a handful of people I call my friends and these are people that have proven their worth to me for decades. UF is one of them. Kung merong bad between the two of us, ako yun.

And who are you to say that UF is not doing a good job? Kung kilala mo ko personally, sabitan mo ng medalya lahat ng friends ko with UF having the biggest medal because she takes a lot of sh1t from me.



Are you saying I don't have people who are there when I need them. WOW HA! LOL. Hindi ako nade depress dahil wala akong kaibigan at pamilya. I know my family and friends love me and would do everything for me. MORE THAN WHAT I ASKED FOR. I don't need to illustrate how they love me but I am lucky with the people who surround.

UNFORTUNATELY, that still does not make me happy dahil parating may kulang. I may post a lot but I choose what I post.

Minsan na nga lang ako ma inlove pero I fcking sabotage my happiness whenever it happens. Ngayon naman, I think I'm beginning to like someone (after 2 yrs of sulking over another guy) pero here I am hurting again!

madami nagmamahal kay Cathy na pamilya at kaibigan

ang kulang sa buhay niya is a significant other

gets?

there's a big hole in her life

wala siya problema financially/materially

wala siya problema sa pamilya at kaibigan