but he used to do it everyday with me and when we reconnected I asked him multiple times but he refuses (I absolutely hate the word no)
That is definitely not gonna happen
Anyway, nahimasmasan na ko LOL. I am thinking clearly again, there are days when the primitive eros side of Cathy takes over the rational self
It still makes me wonder if crush has zero desire for me na. I hope he is not getting it from somebody else because that will make me so mad I wouldn't want to be in the same planet as he is (makes me understand SOs hatred for me when I chose crush over him)