Do you believe in second chances?

[travajante]

I think that is very apparent na. Blows my mind really, ngayon lang ako nakatagpo ng guy who did that to me.

Well, a case of it's not you, it's him. Just wonder about the constant mention of chemistry...repulsion draws you?[emoji848]...That part is you, not him.



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[_Cathy_]

Well, a case of it's not you, it's him. Just wonder about the constant mention of chemistry...repulsion draws you?[emoji848]...That part is you, not him.



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huh? I am holding on to that s3xual chemistry that we had. Grabe ka naman na he is repulsed by me, I want what I can't have but only to a certain extent. And like I said, his constant rejection makes my attraction for him wane na rin, pag wala na ko s3xual attraction sa kanya, I will be thinking logically. Now I can relate to how a guy feels like, when the animal instinct takes over logic.

[_Cathy_]

I want to completely lose my attraction for him na.

Napapaisip ako sa mga sinasabi ng friends ko, they think there is someone else. Honestly, I feel it too. That is probably the reason why his calls and his texts are so sparse. I don't buy the busy excuse, I know him, and when he wants something done, he will find a way. Medyo turn off nga e, ano yun takot siya sa SO niya? hahaha! I have guy friends who are married and they can call or text me ANYTIME.

I know he is not my BF and it's not my business if he has someone new or he got back with his ex but I am not sure I can stay friends with someone I am lusting for. At least may progress na, ayoko na siya maging BF. My parents didn't raise me to be anyone's spare tire. I'm just unbelievably crazy lustful for him He makes me feel so ugly that he does not reciprocate and it's damaging my self esteem even more. Kaya if I want to remain friends with him dapat platonic na talaga