I'm seriously melancholic nowHappiness is fleeting especially when it comes from a person. It's easy for me to be happy but it rarely lasts long, I guess my friend was right when he said I am so jaded.
Last night I had dinner with my friends and when I saw our photos, I looked so UGLY, which made me even more depressed. I think my sadness is manifesting physically.
It'll just make me sick and that doesn't give me happiness naman.
I'm sure there's a prescription drug that makes a person happy. I have a Tita that takes psych drugs,(hush hush), she's always so happy but the family thinks she is loca. She is the reason why my family doesn't want me taking psych drugs (baka matulad ka kay Tita xxx) Hmm, she's also the reason pala my parents didn't want me to go to a coed school hahaha. May pagka black sheep that Tita of mine, but she is so much FUN (and pretty too)!
I think I really need it kasi I am tired of my mood swings na. Natatakot lang ako sa side effect. Baka bigla ako maging violent or suicidal when I miss it or abruptly stop. I watch a lot of true crime/forensic files/48 hrs etc and I've seen too many stories na yun killer on anti depressant
Re me being ugly on photos, parang manas ata face ko, wala naman ako nararamdaman.
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Last edited by _Cathy_; December 14th, 2023 at 11:23 PM.
i fully agree and i know c4u is aware. she's doing OMAD nga, its a good opportunity sana na sabayan niya ng tamang pagkain at ehersisyo.
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I don't [emoji24]
Yeah I can't quit sugar. I know it's the reason why I'm fat. My ex said if only removed sugar from my diet, my diet is so healthy (since my main meal has always been egg, chicken breast and green vegies for years na)
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