about this time, while i was having my lunch, the numbing news reached me. i felt the world just stopped revolving. i lost my number one fan three years ago.

i am still missing him terribly. i just want him see me grow and succeed. it's always nice to get recognized and dedicate the same to the people who love you genuinely.

i just stumbled upon my bliss, i guess, it is just sometimes unpalpable. i know i have reasons to be happy and celebrate these little victories, but i dunno how? almost always, i choked when i spoke to people and you came across my thoughts.

miss you...just continue to send as many angels as there were when you were still with us. you know it has always been difficult without you. hug me back. Loveyou!