Cath, I dare you. Call crush now. Or in the next few days. Ask him. "gusto mo pa ba maging tayo?"
Kung positive ang response eh di good. Kung negative, good din. You got your answer. That will help you.
I dare you. What's keeping you from calling him?
Eto parati ko iniisip: I don't want to get old and think of "what could have beens" better to do it and know the answer than regret for the rest of my life not knowing what could have been if... No what ifs for me. Face the truth. And be liberated.