Quote Originally Posted by gabriel knight View Post
i haven't confront her yet.

i know the fact that she's not into me and that breaks my heart considering na mag 3months na kami. i can think of five possible reasons right now, super strict parents niya, panakip butas lang ako, she's still hoping for her ex, huge age gap or she's just a player.

i don't feel like confronting her using the reason that i snooped around her email coz it could work against me and i don't want that to happen. another reason, i have to admit that i really love her. like what sir flagg and sir uls said, break up now or later, masasaktan rin naman ako.

i can't find any solid reason to break up with her right now. i cannot use the reason that she's not into me, that she don't want to introduced me to her parents, that she can't meet up as often as i want to and etc., coz she would just accused me of not understanding her since she already told me her parents are very strict and i don't want to have a break up where it will be my fault lalo na siya na nga yung may shortcomings.. it looks like i'm cornered right now and no place to go.

that, and the fact that i love her, made me decide to continue the relationship for a few weeks to a few months. by doing this, she can either start to love me na(some work on my part also) or i could discover more negative things about her and use that as a more solid reason for a breakup. of course, call me dumb but i prefer the former.

what i'm going to do is easier said than done coz i admit, ngayon pa lang nahihirapan na ako. minsan i would hope that this would end na lalo na kung niloloko lang niya ako at wala na ito pupuntahan, but there are times that nararamdaman ko pa rin na mahal ko siya and would still hope for better days. ang hirap talaga to be honest. minsan i'm wondering why she won't broke up with me yet, maybe she don't have any concrete reason to do so either and she's still enjoying me coz ako lagi humahabol but i hope things would get clearer in due time.

kaya i'm hoping and praying that she either start to love me or i would discover something that i would have a more solid reason to end it all.
if you want her to fall in love with you..dont be a wussy and stop texting her, stop calling her and stop running after her....make yourself invisible for a week....space will make her more want you.

let her break it up..if she does...be a man and accept it...dami dyan parehas din ng personality nya pero walang may ari!

wait...i dont understand why i ended up in this thread...hehehe..san na yung religion thread?