thanks for all your advices and opinions. thank you for taking time reading the long post.

for those who want to know, our age gap is 11years

active pa yung friendster account niya and madalas siya mag login.

up to now hindi ko pa rin maintindihan bakit niya tinago sa akin na may iba pa palang siyang friendster account. the other night, i was helping her with her project and she needs to look up a friend hoping to see what company her friend is working at and she told me to use my friendster coz she had none. she could have use hers...maybe she got careless?

parang impossible na hindi siya gumawa ng account e. the way she looked dun sa picture ay latest niya yun. kaya i'm hurt kung bakit pa siya nakipagdate sa ex niya.

hindi ko alam kung she planned to give me her password para basahin sent folder niya aside from the project. i don't get why she would do that or what she will get out of it.

right now, i'm still very very confuse as whether to talk to her right away or observe things first.

kaya ayaw ko pa siyang iconfront, i don't know how to tell her that i read some of her messages in the sent folder that led me to the friendster account. secondly, the date sa pic ay nung 1st month pa namin and she did admit na she was not into me talaga that time although she gave a different reason. ayaw ko naman sabihin niya sa akin na, don't you see that matagal na yung pic at hindi ko man lang nacoconsider yung mga nagagawa niya ngayon. kaya i'm confused talaga.

lam niyo guys, kung hindi ko nahuli yung ginagawa niya, nafefeel ko na parang sincere naman siya sa mga sinasabi niya sa akin. like she's blessed to have met me. kasi madalas niyang banggitin kung ano mga negative stuff na ginagawa ng ex niya. i'm the complete opposite daw kaya she's very happy with me. we would sometime talk about our future like family and kids but when i found out about her cheating nagkaroon na ako ng 2nd thought and i was hurt big time.

the side of me na gusto siyang iconfront ay dahil ayaw ko nagsasayang ng oras. kung pinaglalaruan lang niya ako and in the end bibitawan rin then might as well end it asap diba?

uls, i'm not that insecure to asked for her email password. i'm helping her with her project, her groupmate is going to email her part to her but my gf is already tired and wants to take a nap. so she asked me to check her email so that when her groupmate email the project i could start already coz she might not wake up on time. and true enough she woke up morning na, buti nalang natapos ko project niya para may ipasa siya.

honestly, i don't get what you mean by i should be man enough and not stoop to guys her age. how can i do that when gf ko na siya and not in the courting stage tapos nakikipag date pa siya sa ex niya while in the relationship at may tinatago pa siyang friendster account. hindi ba parang she's cheating on me? could you please enlighten me.