Pia Wurtzbach's TedTalk made me decide to speak to a professional counselor sa company namin. Pia was highly functioning nung Miss Universe reign niya but she was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. It doesn't always look like the typical ayaw na bumangon sa higaan pala. Anyway, I was told that I might have trauma. I skipped the next session because like Cathy, hesitant din ako dahil sa cost. It's a therapist from the US and the company is paying so nahiya ako. Pero today I showed up and I think I will show up again next week kasi nakita ko naman na mukhang may benefit.
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As much as wala akong masyadong bilib sa mga pychologist/ psychiatrist, wala rin namang other alternative.
The next best thing siguro is kung mayroon kang BFF who can lend moral or emotional support.
Although in reality they can't address din kung meron nang mental issues talaga.
And I do believe there are hormonal or chemical imbalance in our body which can affect our emotional state.
Much like PMS or PPD sa mga babae siguro.
I have experienced the onset of depression, and buti I have managed it thru sheer will power.
Pero andun at maramdaman mo that sinking feeling na mahirap talagang kontrolin.
not sad.. but more stressed.. Farmacy's Vanilla Milk Shake is my solution!
This is beyond sadness. Parang gusto ko maglasing to forget about what I just found out.
Background: I met these guys around 20 yrs ago, they are friends (or frienemies ba?). Guy 1 showed his intentions to me but Guy 2 jokes about liking me also (I do not want to assume) I always thought Guy 2 was Guy 1's wingman. Around 3 yrs ago Guy 2 told me that he liked me back then but he didn't pursue me because Guy 1 was already pursuing me. He told me this nung hiwalay na siya sa asawa but ongoing annulment (oldest excuse in the book). I told him I do NOT date married men kahit living separately (and honestly he is not my type)
Last night napikon na ko with him telling me he likes me and gave him a piece of my mind. I told him straight out to stop it. We were chatting at topic kasi namin si Guy 1 and his lovers LOL. Then guy 2 tells me something about Guy 1 that just shocked me. Ang problema kasi I did date Guy 1 and after finding out what Guy 2 told me, I feel so dirty, parang yung sinabi ni guy 2 about guy 1 never mo aakalain. I have nobody to tell kasi kahihiyan ko din yun. Even here in tsikot where I am anonymous kasi I am in touch with some people here outside the board. Para akong sasabog kaya gusto ko na lang maglasing. I hope sinisiraan lang ng friend ko yung isang friend ko, pero at the back of mind, I think he is telling the truth
"i would never date men who make patol cheap girls"
**discovers a man she dated made patol cheap girls**