Originally Posted by
_Cathy_
Naiyak ako sa sama ng loob kay crush. I know we're not together anymore pero halata talaga how he does not care for my anymore. Matagal na napapansin ni ULS yan but I as usual I turn a blind eye
Example 1: When he tried to call me and I was not able to answer, I told him I had a fever for 3 days. He did not reply but he did call me several times and days after that and I didn't answer his calls anymore because I was too distraught. But why did he not text me? I told him kung namatay ako hindi na niya malalaman, after that he became consistent na in communicating with me
Example 2: He was the first person I messaged when my car won't start. Why? Kasi in my mind siya protector and savior ko. I confirmed with him if there is coding in Makati and my car won't start. His exact reply "Hi. Yes coding in effect" Yun lang??!
I know he did not ask for anything from me, but just to illustrate how important he is to me, I woke up at 9 and was going to Greenbelt because I wanted to buy him a gift for his upcoming birthday. Everyone knows how I do NOT go out for anything else and have not stepped in a mall since March but that is how special he is to me.
Ang laking contrast with the last guy I was inlove with. When we were together pa and I told him my car stalled, he immediately called even if he was in the middle of a meeting and his office was in San Juan. He asked me my exact location and he will go there na. I refused because I didn't wanna hassle him and UF said she will go to me since her house is near lang. But the whole time he was talking to me on the phone and he even asked me to give the phone sa owner ng shop so he could give instructions. After our relationship ended, of course hindi na nag offer to see me dahil may bago na siya, pero when I told him my battery died AT LEAST he gave me instructions on what to do. Grabe si crush one liner and did not even ask how I am or where I am. I replied wala man lang concern. Hindi man lang tumawag to check up on me. I know we are just friends pero diba pag minahal mo isang tao may concern ka naman? Sa board nga ang bilis ng reply ng mga tao, I don't even know the members here personally
Sama ng loob ko sobra. I do appreciate that he helps me with my family issues, aware ako mahal ang oras niya literally, pero looks like beyond that wala na siya paki sakin.