Grabe ka naman! That is short of saying na alam ni crush na pangit ako pag tumaba hahaha
But yeah, he takes good care of his body so I don't think he'd want to partner with someone who doesn't.
Anyway, napapaisip na nga rin ako if there's really a chance for us to be romantic again, kasi mas responsive siya sakin when I am not being lovey dovey.
Baka nga mas magtagal pa relationship namin as friends and not as lovers.
See, I was friends with SO for almost 20 yrs, I lost him when I gave romance a chance.