suicide...???

[dr. d]

I already spend the time I have them like it's always going to be the last one. When my time to die has come, I will not cling to life so desperately. Although it's too early for me to die and I still haven't achieved my goal, I have done my best to live my life to the fullest and I have no regrets.



Doc, I'm talking about some terminal illness with excruciating symptoms that drastically weakens one's body and mind in a short period of time. I witnessed my grandmother go through all that and I'm not having any of it. I want to die while I still can laugh with everyone.

well, put it in legal writing, then.
so that when the time comes to decide, there won't be no argueing and second-guessing.