...my patience, that is.

sumabog na ang tinitimpi kong pasensya ng matagal.

there was this l300 FB van na nag cut sami9n ng dad ko while making a u-turn under the gma fly over along edsa.tapos mejo hinabol ni dad...then sobrang ginigtgit kami at ayaw talaga kami paraanin.

ung driver may kasamang dalawang babae sa harap ng fb.driver lang siya ha.mind you.

tapos nung naabutan namin, sabi ko sa driver, "pare, ano problema mo?umayos ka naman!"

sagot sakin as far as i can remember was.."eh ikaw ano problema mo!?"

tapos nagmurahan sila ng tatay ko.tapos takbo nanaman siya.tapos ginitgit nanaman kami along timog ave in front of gma.sheesh.as in tamaan na ung pick up ng dad ko.nung naunahan namin siya, napahinto kami sa stop light.

then there.I WENT DOWN THE RIG, APPROACHED THE FB NA MADILIM NA ANG PANINGIN KO,KICKED THE GLASS (buti hindi nabasag) then KICKED THE DOOR AND ALL.lumubog ung door niya.

naaalala kong sinabi ko "T*N%INA MO!!LUMABAS KA DITO HAYOP KA!!MASYADO KANG MAYABANG PUT*8NA MO!"

then he was just staring blankly at me, never said a word anymore...na shock at natakot na yata.

my dad then approached me at hinila na ako.TAMA NA!!!sabi sakin. but before that i pulled its side mirror for a final "blow".

kinaladkad ako hanggang maksakay ako ng sasakyan.and then there was my mom, really furious about what happenned.

hanggang ngayon galit na galit samin ng dad ko.nagtext na ako at lahat, galit pa rin.hindi kami pinapansin.

when we got home, my dad talked to me and told me na hinay hinay lang.tama na ung magmurahan at mag pitikan.wala nang babaan ng kotse.

i then texted my mom, telling her na she knows na hindi ako ganung klase ng tao (not like dati na mainitin ang ulo) anymore.i am actually patient with stupid drivers since 2 years ago when i was in a similar situation.

but having a very bad week (nanakawan ako ng side mirror that cost 1,250 in my own freakin school, kept my cool), having very bad "break up" with a girl who had a boy pala while we were dating recently (kept my cool), my lola being sick of cancer right now, and many more problems at the side, I JUST LOST MY SELF.my patience...

now, my parents are paranoid since i destroyed the other party's property (door and side mirror) and made a scene along a major road. the lady beside the driver got our plate number, well, i got theirs too.(WWK 229, if i remember it correctly, company owned siya ng..photocomp!? im not sure about the sticker na nakalagay sa sides niya eh, nagdilim na talaga paningin ko).

I KNOW now na talagang mali rin ako dito.i admit that.if i could onlygo back in time, i would just have kept my cool, as always.wala dapat babaan ng kotse.i should've let it pass.

pero minsan iniisip ko, mahirap din magtimpi nang magtimpi.naiipon sa loob eh.dapat may outlet. i thought pumping iron every day was a good outlet for me, pero kulang pa pala.i should start boxing again like i used to.

sa inyong maiinit ang ulo, sana walang magaya sa situation ko.im usually a nice guy, pero pag nagalit talaga, darn.kakaiba.

now i know better.

peace to everyone.