How do you feel right now?

**ray_noel** · November 28th, 2018 09:02 PM

Happy, 1 week more and vacation at last...
Tugs tugs tugs... splash splash splash...

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**_Cathy_** · November 28th, 2018 10:56 PM

Originally Posted by benchph1

Whenever you feel sad, think about the other people that are in worse conditions than you.

Some people dont even have a roof under their head, dont eat three meals a day, and some are afflicted with a critical illness.

Just think you are still lucky.

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That's what my Mom always tells me. But we have different thresholds of pain. Also, if a person is used to something then you would not know what you are missing out. For example, I know a girl who grew up well off, she had her own driver, when their family lost money, she had to drive herself (which she refused to do) I know some people will say buti nga may kotse pa siya but for someone who got used to living a certain lifestyle, that's a major adjustment and I would understand if she will feel depressed about it.

Also, I'm not a jealous type of person pero pag nakakakita ako sa TV, mga ini interview kahit sa low income areas, kumpleto sila magkakasama sa bahay until the grandparents, maraming magkakapatid, may mga bata sa bahay, maingay, masaya. Nainggit ako. Kahit hindi sila 3 meals a day at sira sira bahay, at least malaki silang pamilya.

It was really crush that made me so happy, I've had relationships before but he gave me a happiness that came from within. He made me feel like I finally got what I wanted in life. Why can't I have my true love? Ang dami dyan, teens pa lang they met their true love na. Ako, sangkatutak na failed relationships at disappointments. And I wanted to marry my 1st BF, but that did not happen. My life did not go according to plan

Originally Posted by minicarph

parang ambaho mo tignan nyan tapos depress kapa, naliligo ka pa ba?

Yes. I have to go to work because it's the only thing that gives a sense of normalcy in my life

**benchph1** · November 29th, 2018 01:07 AM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

That's what my Mom always tells me. But we have different thresholds of pain. Also, if a person is used to something then you would not know what you are missing out. For example, I know a girl who grew up well off, she had her own driver, when their family lost money, she had to drive herself (which she refused to do) I know some people will say buti nga may kotse pa siya but for someone who got used to living a certain lifestyle, that's a major adjustment and I would understand if she will feel depressed about it.

Also, I'm not a jealous type of person pero pag nakakakita ako sa TV, mga ini interview kahit sa low income areas, kumpleto sila magkakasama sa bahay until the grandparents, maraming magkakapatid, may mga bata sa bahay, maingay, masaya. Nainggit ako. Kahit hindi sila 3 meals a day at sira sira bahay, at least malaki silang pamilya.

It was really crush that made me so happy, I've had relationships before but he gave me a happiness that came from within. He made me feel like I finally got what I wanted in life. Why can't I have my true love? Ang dami dyan, teens pa lang they met their true love na. Ako, sangkatutak na failed relationships at disappointments. And I wanted to marry my 1st BF, but that did not happen. My life did not go according to plan

Yes. I have to go to work because it's the only thing that gives a sense of normalcy in my life

Does your family know what you are going through? If yes then thats another reason to be thankful for. Their efforts to keep you sane. If No then maybe you can open up to them.

Not sure if you’re a catholic, but now is also a time to talk to the big man upstairs.

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**_Cathy_** · November 29th, 2018 02:05 AM

Originally Posted by benchph1

Does your family know what you are going through? If yes then thats another reason to be thankful for. Their efforts to keep you sane. If No then maybe you can open up to them.

Not sure if you’re a catholic, but now is also a time to talk to the big man upstairs.

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I don't know about my family. I think I need to go to a psychiatrist but my Mom is in denial. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep because when I am asleep I don't feel pain. I'm really sad why my life turned out this way. Minsan naisip ko yung last episode ko ng anaphylaxis, would it have been better if I did not make it to the ER.

**ray_noel** · November 29th, 2018 04:40 AM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

I don't know about my family. I think I need to go to a psychiatrist but my Mom is in denial. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep because when I am asleep I don't feel pain. I'm really sad why my life turned out this way. Minsan naisip ko yung last episode ko ng anaphylaxis, would it have been better if I did not make it to the ER.

HAve you tried going to physchologist or counselling? Psychiatrist bibigyan ka agad ng medicine kasi... yan ang alam ko sa kanila...

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**_Cathy_** · November 29th, 2018 04:55 AM

Originally Posted by ray_noel

HAve you tried going to physchologist or counselling? Psychiatrist bibigyan ka agad ng medicine kasi... yan ang alam ko sa kanila...

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Sa priest, but how can I open up e family friend namin

My Mom is in denial that something is wrong with me and she does want me to see a psychiatrist for that reason as well, she does not like psych meds (some have suicidal side effects daw) But I really don't know how to manage myself anymore. I seem okay to people not close to me but I am dead inside.

**StockEngine** · November 29th, 2018 05:17 AM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

Sa priest, but how can I open up e family friend namin

My Mom is in denial that something is wrong with me and she does want me to see a psychiatrist for that reason as well, she does not like psych meds (some have suicidal side effects daw) But I really don't know how to manage myself anymore. I seem okay to people not close to me but I am dead inside.

its 4am... your addiction is killing you.

**_Cathy_** · November 29th, 2018 05:25 AM

Originally Posted by StockEngine

its 4am... your addiction is killing you.

I don't care anymore what happens to my health/body.

**benchph1** · November 29th, 2018 07:33 AM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

I don't know about my family. I think I need to go to a psychiatrist but my Mom is in denial. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep because when I am asleep I don't feel pain. I'm really sad why my life turned out this way. Minsan naisip ko yung last episode ko ng anaphylaxis, would it have been better if I did not make it to the ER.

Sometimes having someone to listen to matters a lot. If you think a psychiatrist will help, please do.

Dont be like that, if i was your brother and i learned about your intentions i would have knocked some sense into you. Kung meron lang button dito to “send hugs”...i think you need one right now..

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**_Cathy_** · November 29th, 2018 01:16 PM

Originally Posted by benchph1

Sometimes having someone to listen to matters a lot. If you think a psychiatrist will help, please do.

Dont be like that, if i was your brother and i learned about your intentions i would have knocked some sense into you. Kung meron lang button dito to “send hugs”...i think you need one right now..

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Thanks. I woke up with a fever. I'm like this when I am so upset, it manifests physically.

Double whammy pa emotional pain ko because even my new crush disappeared on me, don't know what I did wrong, and he is the only guy who listens to me talk about crush the whole day.

So tired of crying and I have to put on a brave face when I go to work, I have to because I have deadlines to meet.