Looks like they did it wrong the first time. Thet should have not used condom and lubricant at all but instead feel the intimate blissfulness and pure contact of flesh and juices condition her mind and body for the big O! I bet there was no foreplay at all which could have prepared her physically for it. The experience must have been traumatic and ledt her scarred for life.
what went wrong with the girl who wrote the article is sobra taas ng expectations niya
mataas kasi tingin niya sa sarili niya
feeling niya she's above other girls coz she's "pure"
so akala niya she'll be rewarded by God for being good
magkakaroon siya ng perfect marriage, perfect life
yan ang problema sa mga religious fanatic
akala nila if they follow the "rules" they'll be rewarded as promised by their religion
but most of the time things don't turn out the way they expect
out of touch with reality mga religious fanatic
tingin ko mental disorder yan
Ako sa tingjn ko naapektuhan siya nang mawala ang something kung saan siya kilala ng tao. Identity niya yung pagiging virgin so nung nawala na yun, hindk na siya special.