
Originally Posted by
pop3corn
true. i've been humbled so many times by God. andun na yun I lost all my savings, andun na yun I lost my business, at ang pinaka-matindi of all I lost all my motivation to pursue my goals/ambitions, all bec. of unplanned things that happened to me that made me out of focus / emotional / in despair.
and then, if I will analyze now my life, who am I now? I have this great body (like Brad Pitt's Body), I am healthy. even though i'm not richer, whenever I walk in to restaurant or party or just pass by, people stare at my physique. and I didn't even plan it, kasi sa sobrang naghirap ako, ang kinakain ko lang hotdog saka bacon saka tuna saka lettuce and wheat bread. average of P35/meal. and then bigla ako napunta sa Europe sa USA all unplanned. I had no money to fund for this but somehow, nakapunta ako sa mga places na'to. and when I'm there, it seems that He speaks to me bec. my mind is focused on historical things that had lessons.
add to that, nagkabarkada pa ako ng mga bakla. why? bec. wala eh yun mga totoong lalaki nagkaron ng inferiority complex about my body kasi mga lousy looking naman tlaga karamihan sa'tin lalo na yun may asawa at anak. bec. of these homo***uals, I attained a body like this. and to think I hated to be with them all my life. at times they talk about God like you atheists, but I don't correct them kasi nga eh sino na maka-kakagym buddies ko? mas importante na dapat fit ako for me to better to face the hardships in life. tapos ang nangyari sobra lalo ako naging appealing sa mga girls even models bec. of my physique.
truly, God works in mysterious ways.