Gusto ko may kasama sa bahay pero masyado ako over protected dito na I can't even walk on my own. Lahat kailangan may kasama, pati pananamit (depende sa temperature, pati activities (bawal sa grass)
I just hate not having a routine, kahit papano sa Manila, may work ako na gagawin, I go out with friends after office or I go to the mall. Pag uwi ko I have my fat lab to play with. Saka sa job ko, I get fulfillment e.
Okay lang sakin vacation for 1 month but over that is too long, saka yung alam mo na hindi ka dapat umuwi pa, that's what gives me anxiety

I don't want to lose my job talaga, ang problema nagka tanggalan din sa NY office where I can be transferred sana.
My Uncle and Aunt are very very good to me. Wala akong masasabi.
Without an SSN I will be doing the same jobs as the mexicans, if you know what I mean. Sabi ko nga sa Aunt ko, I want to work in Target or Costco para may magawa lang. Ayaw naman ako payagan because I am not used to that kind of job daw. Iniingatan din niya ko kasi sakitin nga ko and I have no medical insurance here