a lady friend of mine tried ending her life several years back. she tried to snuff herself via a deadly combination of several liters of alcohol and a cocktail of numerous tablets and pills. the news was a shocker to me because she was the one whom i thought had the best way of holding her sh*t together.
the brother of another lady friend of mine killed himself when he thought salvation lay at the end of a barrel of his pistol. i never thought he'd resort to this act because he was pretty notorious and feared in the relatively dangerous social circle he moved