parang di ko pa na feel yan mid-life crisis, kasi siguro puro utang ako, negative asset na ako, so i dont need to buy anything expensive just to feel alive, because im so alive now kakabayad ng utang monthly, lalo na pag malapit na due, feel na feel ko yun blood flow talaga sa veins ko

anyways, I got 4 cars now, 2 of them a decade old, and 2 recent diesel PPVs.
i got 4 iPhones. 2 Macs, 2 Big Smart TVs

just about it for tech dept and productivity tools, all that i need anyways.

pero gala talaga ako ng malls, even thrice a week kabisado ko both ortigas and bgc malls, kung kelan sila sale saka may good deals ganun

sometimes kasi when you avoid the idealistic ones. yun mga career or moneyed friends and associates, less pressure eh, just always be fit when you meet them kasi. sigurado naman yan out of shape sila to pay for those expensive things that they brag.

btw, i have 6 watches. never bought those tag or rolex hype. meron pa nga ako armitron ang tatak, nabile ko sa walmart, may diamond pa sa loob, tinatanong nga nila kung san ko nabile, sabi ko na lang wala yan, kasi when either deny or admit, lalo naging mysterious, and when youre fit enough to look at babagay sa yo kahit Armitron Made in USA na watch na mukang rolex ,

i have all the classy colors, black, chrome, silver, titanium and even an orange and a green watch, yun minmatch ko sa polo ko either dilaw or green or red. it's a trick of the mind eh, pero it works sa social gatherings

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i dunno why i'm like this, the only thing I can recall is when my friends and I are in our 20's are reading about stock market books, warren buffet, j.p. morgan etc. I was secretly reading about Kiyosaki and other con artist books. alam mo, kung ang golden rule ng others are career and money. ang tanging natatandaan ko sa mga libro ko nun araw eh, the Perfect Con golden rule: Speed and Misdirection. yan lang tinandaan ko sa buhay ko, speed and misdirection