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  1. Join Date
    Jan 2005
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    #1
    There was once a time that I believed
    that everything that I have planned
    will be reached or be almost reached.
    It was a time for great dreams and
    great opportunities. But as days go by,
    as nights fade the twinking sunlights,
    as months followed the dwindling light,
    then years have all gone passed, not
    everything that you have hoped for has
    been fulfilled. You began to question
    how would you proceed and what are you
    going to do. Do you have to compromise?
    Do you have to sacrifice some beliefs
    that you have thought to be important
    and central to your life just to make
    all things possible?

    There is nothing wrong in trying your
    best to achieve what is right for you
    but is it really all worth it? You have
    sacrificed so much just for the sake of
    following what you believe that you did
    not realize that you have already hurt
    those that are important to you. Then
    you realize this mistake then sulk
    yourself into desperation and trying to
    unthink what has already gone to past.

    I have focused on too much things that
    I think are important but were not. I
    have spent so many countless times
    thinking of outcomes and what-if's
    instead of moving forward. I have
    believed that I did not succeed because
    of failures and of setting high
    standard goals. I have spend much time
    on play and food and material things
    just to negate the sad effects of what
    was experienced. I tried so in vain to
    save relationships and what-if
    relationships that further put me into
    desperation and to a sea of void.

    Then it hit me... is it my myself who
    is making all of these? Is it because
    of this paradigm that I have been
    plagued of too many questions of
    everything that has happened in my
    life? I look again and see what I have
    achieved. Everything that was not
    planned have passed but what have I
    become of it. I am still here. I have
    acheved successes that I just deemed
    nothing. I have touched peoples lives
    like no other but fail to realize how
    important it was to others. I have made
    such strides and improvements on myself
    that I thought was just trivial. I have
    become a part of other peoples lives
    and contributed to their well being. I
    have made carrer advances that I never
    before thought of. I have become
    something that was not planned but is
    it not better than what was before?

    I have missed so many opportunities
    because of may naive and thin belief of
    following a path... a plan... I
    suffered form this unrealistic approach
    and did not accept change.

    I am now standing here. I have made
    choices in life... big choices. Now I
    stand before again another big choice.
    I will not let this opportunity to
    pass. I have found something in all of
    my years in life I have been looking
    for in vain to those I thought would
    have given to me. It is another special
    gift that God has given me. The
    question is will I throw this away
    again like I did to the many that was
    given to me before? Is God angry of me
    because of my stubborness and short
    sightedness that I have disregarded all
    beautiful that He gave me?

    I already paid for my sins. But I have
    also learned a great deal from them.
    This time I will not make that same
    mistake! I will take care of the gift
    that was given to me right now. This
    will be the best thing that ever has
    happened to me in my continuing
    existence.

    Now is a new beginning for me... and I will never
    let go of a beautiful gift again...

    - Josh0027
    (version 2)

  2. Join Date
    Mar 2005
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    #2
    pre mukang sineryoso mo sinabi ko na mag soul searching ka na lang ah dun sa kabila thread

  3. Join Date
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    #3
    Hahahahahahahaha!

  4. Join Date
    May 2005
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    #4
    dre, link na lang sa mga blogs mo.

  5. Join Date
    Dec 2005
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    #5
    Valentine's Day Syndrome?

    Or, the effect of tsikot being down for a day?

    Nice one!

    :beam:

  6. Join Date
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    #6
    No offense but what is the gift that u'r talkin about girl ba????

  7. Join Date
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    #7
    Quote Originally Posted by oldblue View Post
    pre mukang sineryoso mo sinabi ko na mag soul searching ka na lang ah dun sa kabila thread

    di naman... nainspire langa ko magwrite kasi

  8. Join Date
    Jan 2005
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    #8
    Quote Originally Posted by jasprit View Post
    No offense but what is the gift that u'r talkin about girl ba????
    Yup. Last year ko lang kasi na meet at talagang match kami. Siguro nga masyado mabilis pero iba kasi ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya. Inisip ko nga baka panakip butas lang ginagawa ko pero nung past weeks kasi iba na ang feeling ko. Sana tama ako.

  9. Join Date
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    #9
    bahhh....mukang merong magiging maligaya ngayong valentines ah....

  10. Join Date
    Feb 2005
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    #10
    sabi nga ng rivermaya... ~panahon na naman..ng pag ibig~ :heart:

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