How do you feel right now?

[_Cathy_]

I'm going to lose my mind na ata. I don't even know how I feel anymore. I'm bored. I'm sad. I'm longing for crush physically. I want to devour him. I'm obsessed. BIGLAAN! Where did this come from?!?! It's probably my fcking hormones because I cannot explain it.

Reading those threads in reddit made me feel worse pa, like what it happening to the world? Moral degeneration na (now that's another story)

Whenever I feel like this I would go out of the house and run, run, and run until I am too exhausted. How can I do that now? I am in such bad shape. Ever since I had covid, I don't breathe as well anymore.