Originally Posted by
_Cathy_
She's like my second mother, took care of me since I was a baby. She's a parent to me na rin.
I'm getting really depressed with my life, last month my heart was shattered into pieces, I have not fully recovered tapos eto na naman. It's like my problems are unending and I can never be completely happy. It's during the last 2 or 3 years that I realized how hard it is not to have siblings once family members start to age and their health declines. And then I hear people saying, I should have married so I have support, but what can I do? I can't force love.
I have relatives but they have their own lives. And my cousins are taking care of their own ageing parents. Hirap kasi, nobody can take turns going to the hospital etc. The emotional burden of being alone in all this is the hardest. Parang yung wife ng friend ko, isa lang siya anak dito sa Pilipinas. The father of the wife is sick kaya they missed work several times na, sinasabi rin sakin ng friend ko ang hirap magkasakit pag matanda na tapos iisa din lang ang anak na nagaasikaso, Swerte wife ng friend ko kasi mabait friend ko, he would take turns sa pagbantay sa Dad. Kwento niya sa ICU ng PHC, sa bench lang natutulog ang bantay. Today I was dozing on and off and slept til 3 pm. Parang ayoko na nga magising because then I have to face the reality of life again.
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Originally Posted by _Cathy_
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