Yup, I've been there, done that. May GF na talaga ako but i have pseudo-relationships with other girls, mostly my Ex's who couldn't get over me easily. There was even a time na sabay sabay pa talaga. It's really draining, literally and emotionally. On a few occassions, iba sa umaga, iba sa hapon, iba sa gabi.

I thought I was helping them get over me by staying a little bit more, pero mali pala. I was hurting them a lot more. They understand when the top girl calls, i need to leave as that lady is my priority and not them.

It was unfair, ako pwede may GF, pero pag sila may BF, ayoko na as I don't like sharing esp with the thought of body fluids.

Kaya good boy na ako ngayon. When it's over, it's over. My body is exclusive to the lady I'm attached with.

Somehow, I have this stupid idea that i want to have as many women as i can (had more than 60 before my enlightenment). Life is too short for such a sea of women. But I've come to realize that i only have one heart, eventually, I'll have to choose and stick with only one for the rest of my life.

I have a few regrets, and having so many women is one of them. It's because i had a hard time discerning between love, like and lust.

As a born-blessed being that I am, God sent me a lady who swept me off of my feet. Led me to the path of righteousness and true love. It's funny because at first, I didn't even like her at all not knowing that she'll be the one who will rock my world and put me where i should be. It's upon God's will if this lady and I will marry and spend the rest of our lives together but this early, i am really thankful to have met her.




co_nixz: parang sa peyups galing yan ah. Style ng tga UP ang writing.