
Originally Posted by
gabriel knight
i have a gf who's my former tindera. our relationship is quite new, barely four months. our relationship is kinda wierd kasi there's some problem on her side of the family which made her stay in the province longer than expected so we're kinda in a long distance relationship setup. i have my own problems as well coz my parents won't approve of such relationship so we had kept it a secret ever since. she keeps saying na magsama na kami but i told her it's not that easy coz nagiipon pa ako and she would get upset asking kung kelan pa baka year 3000 pa.
one day, we finally made love. she got a bit upset when i didn't ejaculate inside her. she asked why i had to withdraw if i really love her. to be honest, ngayon ko lang narinig yung ganon salita sa isang babae. she reasons out that if i were to withdraw each time we do it then parang nagpaparaos lang daw. i had serious relationships in the past but none of them wants to get pregnant. so pinagisipan ko mabuti yung sinabi niya which kinda make sense so i agree not to be on the safe side anymore. one more thing, she's claiming she's still a virgin which i doubt.
the 2nd time we did it, i noticed that she would wrap her leg on mine when she's on top parang on-guard sakaling magwithdraw ako but her reason was medyo mahapdi daw. naka-2 rounds kami nun and same thing. after the deed, she asked me what if kung mabuntis siya, i told her hindi ko siya pababayaan then she said tsaka na pagusapan.
the next day, we did it again. this time hindi ko nagustuhan hirit niya. after doing it and ejaculating inside her, she told me na kapag hindi pa siya mabuntis hindi daw ako gagawa ng paraan na magsama kami. she then told me kapag nagsama na kami wag sana ako maging katulad sa ibang lalaki na hindi pinapahawak sa babae ang pera dahil marami daw nagpapayo sa kanya niyan at kadalasan allowance lang binibigay.
after she went to the province, she texted me na nagka-period daw siya at super aga daw. nagulat rin ako dahil few days early nga but i was able to breathe a sigh of relief kasi hindi siya nabuntis kasi hindi ko na nagustuhan yung sinabi niya after we did it. she then told me kung bakit hindi siya nabuntis e wala naman silang lahing baog tapos paulit ulit niya akong sinasabihan na sobrang saya ko siguro at hindi siya nabuntis kasi wala akong obligation sa kanya.
ang dating sa akin ng behaviour niya is parang gusto niya akong pikutin. what do you think? tama kaya nararamdaman ko o mahal lang niya ako?