Poll: do you believe in star lovers?

[_Cathy_]

i'm so sorry *shadow for avoiding this thread. ewan ko kasi nun nag-hibernate mode ako i was trying to relieve myself of all that's bothering me. now it seems that the hibernation even brought up the walls inside my head.

Wow OB I'm surprised at how alike we are I also use the term hibernation when I have my self imposed exile from the world and I interact only on the web with strangers.

i can't think straight, i can't eat sometimes i cna't sleep and even my creativity in the internet has been affected

I think though you are more than depressed, what you're going through is what I call my catatonic stage. When you cannot function normally anymore. When you are reduced to a breathing entity. One thing's for sure. It will pass so brave it and endure.

ibang klase kasi nararamdaman ko i'm asking for a private discussion with some of my closest chatmates here in tsikot. as you can see you're the only true friends i have in cyberspace, you seem to get first hand info on what's in my mind unlike in the real world where i have to control my thoughts and actions to become good and contributing member of society.

This is so true! With real life people kasi you can't just say what's on your mind.

this has by far the first time i can't control my emotions and i've always been in control all my life

It really sucks to lose control!

so how do you cope with this *cathy? since na experience mo na pala

working out won't help coz i made more muscles now when i started this thread but i can't seem to shake it away pa din

but one thing is for sure, i'm easily irked sa gym. i don't like to work out with people only 1-2 meters away from me. that's why i work out between 1pm - 3pm where there are a few if no people around

iba kasi ito *cathy, i used star as adjective bec. of the nature of what i'm experiencing. the timing is not coincidence nor chance, cheesy as it may seem it's like serendipity. so many times i told my self that i'ts just coincidence but so many events have proven otherwise

I don't really have a method to cope with depression. I just brave the storm. I mostly listen to depressing songs and rearrange my things. Pero when I am depressed, I don't get irked because I am too sad to be affected. hehe. Yun lang ang benefit Swerte ka OB! You have the luxury of time and can workout anytime you want. I do understand that there a lot of discourteous people in the gym. Isipin mo na lang you're a better person because you undestand etiquette and they do not.

Kwento mo na kasi samin yung nangyari sayo. Hindi kasi naman alam talaga kinade depressan mo. See you're so popular here. Si shadow nga concerned na concerned sayo.

Kanina pala may nakita ako sa church akala ko ikaw. Kaya lang sumakay sa Montero kaya naisip ko no way it's you

[Starex_Gold]

Kapag hindi trolling ibig sabihin hindi na normal?

[chua_riwap]

persons who are deeply depressed, tend to be suicidal........
dapat lagi silang may kasama at kausap.

[ab_initio]

persons who are deeply depressed, tend to be suicidal........
dapat lagi silang may kasama at kausap.

+1. linisin ang loob ng Sta.Fe. Kunin ang mga walther p99, ak-47, m-16, rpg, etc. sa sasakyan mo hb, baka ano pa maisip mo.

[chua_riwap]

+1. linisin ang loob ng Sta.Fe. Kunin ang mga walther p99, ak-47, m-16, rpg, etc. sa sasakyan mo hb, baka ano pa maisip mo.

ha-ha! tama.........:rofl:

[CVT]

i'm so sorry *shadow for avoiding this thread. ewan ko kasi nun nag-hibernate mode ako i was trying to relieve myself of all that's bothering me. now it seems that the hibernation even brought up the walls inside my head.

i can't think straight, i can't eat sometimes i cna't sleep and even my creativity in the internet has been affected

ibang klase kasi nararamdaman ko i'm asking for a private discussion with some of my closest chatmates here in tsikot. as you can see you're the only true friends i have in cyberspace, you seem to get first hand info on what's in my mind unlike in the real world where i have to control my thoughts and actions to become good and contributing member of society.

this has by far the first time i can't control my emotions and i've always been in control all my life

something is really bugging me. i dont even know if this star fate thing is a curse or a gift from God. but one thing is sure this gift has changed me a lot and now, it seems na i'm going the experience the dark side of the positive side which came in first

i dunno what to do *shadow, i can't even express myself literally

Pour it out Bro.hondaboot.... All the way......

12.4K:knit:

[shadow]

the more that you'll hibernate and keep it to yourself, mas lalong mahirap. we have anonymity dito sa forum, so you can pour it all out.

OB, baka pinapaikot mo lang kami ha....kwento mo na. para maka advice kaming mabuti saiyo. with your situation depress and all, dapat meron kang nakakausap sa problema mo.

[_Cathy_]

the more that you'll hibernate and keep it to yourself, mas lalong mahirap. we have anonymity dito sa forum, so you can pour it all out.

+100 We won't judge you OB.

[shadow]

PM mo na si C4Y, then meet kayo at pagusapan niyo yun depression niyong dalawa.

[sgt_taga]

hmmmm interesting thread.

di naman kami "closed" ni ob so observer mode lang ako. hehehehe

though, hope both ob and c4u recover soon para naman me laman ng detalye tong thread.

[shadow]

hmmmm interesting thread.

di naman kami "closed" ni ob so observer mode lang ako. hehehehe

though, hope both ob and c4u recover soon para naman me laman ng detalye tong thread.

actually, after his Gen miting username saka ka naging active yata dito kaya akala ko you're one of his reincarnation.

oo nga, hinde ba ikaw rin si OB?

[_Cathy_]

PM mo na si C4Y, then meet kayo at pagusapan niyo yun depression niyong dalawa.

Mas at ease sayo si OB. Ikaw nga pinaka closed niya dito sa Tsikot e

Besides I am only interested to be with one person

[uls]

OB:

something is really bugging me. i dont even know if this star fate thing is a curse or a gift from God. but one thing is sure this gift has changed me a lot and now, it seems na i'm going the experience the dark side of the positive side which came in first

masyado ka kasi naniniwala sa mga cosmic new age invisible forces crap na yan

every little thing that happens to you ina-attribute mo sa alignment ng mga bituin, master plan ng universe para sayo

you have fallen off your rocking chair dude

you have taken that cosmic new age Rhonda Byrne The Secret crap way too seriously

now it has consumed you. sobra conscious ka sa bawat bagay na nangyayari sa buhay mo, trying to find a reason to everything that happens to you, trying to figure out what plan those invisible forces have for you

hey dude, it's all random. life is random. things just happen. that's it. things happen for no reason. we just like to think things happen for a reason. just live. you'll go crazy trying to find meaning and answers

let go of all those beliefs. you have become a prisoner of your beliefs. let go. you'll be set free

[sgt_taga]

actually, after his Gen miting username saka ka naging active yata dito kaya akala ko you're one of his reincarnation.

oo nga, hinde ba ikaw rin si OB?

wahahahaha... di ko kaya yung level ng intelligence ni ob, brader shadow. wala akong background sa middle earth saka di ako fit.

onga di ako active dati. observer lang ako since early 2k. pero dami kong natutunan kaya medyo confident ako nung last tsikot purchases ko. dati puro opinyon lang nung trusted mekaniko ko ang alam ko. ngayon madami-dami na rin. salamat sa tsikot.

BTT: kahit sino kina ob o c4u mag-share nung detalye nila, ayos pag-usapan para mapayuhan. ako rin makikipayo kahit di ako ka-"closed" hehehehe

[_Cathy_]

BTT: kahit sino kina ob o c4u mag-share nung detalye nila, ayos pag-usapan para mapayuhan. ako rin makikipayo kahit di ako ka-"closed" hehehehe

he he he. I am not depressed anymore. Manic depressive lang ako

Si OB ang kailangan mag share satin.

[donbuggy]

OB:

masyado ka kasi naniniwala sa mga cosmic new age invisible forces crap na yan

Maybe OB found a true soul mate - one who shares his beliefs. And knowing OB's rants against the not-so-fit, the girl is probably a super model type beauty.

[donbuggy]

Besides I am only interested to be with one person

Sino kaya?

Clue: "Que mono eres" or "How cute you are" (google translation).

Meaning:
1) It's Cathy's Tsikot signature, therefore that person is a Tsikot member.
2) Cathy knows what he looks like (cute).

[uls]

he he he. I am not depressed anymore. Manic depressive lang ako

Si OB ang kailangan mag share satin.

you're bipolar

http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/bipolardisorder.html

Bipolar disorder is a serious mental illness. People who have it experience dramatic mood swings. They may go from overly energetic, "high" and/or irritable, to sad and hopeless, and then back again. They often have normal moods in between. The up feeling is called mania. The down feeling is depression.

Bipolar disorder can run in families. It usually starts in late adolescence or early adulthood. If you think you may have it, tell your health care provider. A medical checkup can rule out other illnesses that might cause your mood changes.

Untreated, bipolar disorder can result in damaged relationships, poor job or school performance, and even suicide. However, there are effective treatments: medicines and "talk therapy". A combination usually works best.

[chua_riwap]

OB.....sa'n ka na? Naghihintay kami.........

[safeorigin]

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