I'm basing my justifications of posting this thread in this forum on the following basis: "Basta driver, smooth lover!"
I'll just make a long story short, I'm a guy who, six months ago had his engagement ended with a woman (this is girl A) because she went for someone else (yep, it's an engagement). I'm also a guy who was able to move on from such a fall but unfortunately broke someone's heart in the process by asking another girl (and girl B) if I can court her where in fact I have no other feelings for her aside from our friendship.
As per the latter, guilt really consumes me up to now, I know I shouldn't have asked - but the feeling was really vague when I did - parang biglaang udyok lang na hindi tumagal. I was hoping that there's something once I open the door again, but there's none.
So, there I was, a jerk - call me as such if you wish, but there. Anyways, when I broke Girl B's heart, another girl (finally Girl C), on some sick twist of fate or what, also broke a guy's heart - but the circumstance is different - her guy kasi was pretty much a "buntot" and possesive at that, ultimo Girl C going to the mall with her girl friends kailangan andun siya. Thing in common lang is that the guy she broke up with made his world revolve around Girl C, and Girl B also did the same with me. Another thing in common is that me and Girl C both were expecting love at the end, but there's none. We were previously linked to each other by some jokes from our colleagues, but it didn't pretty much set off - we even had to ask each other while we were talking about Girl B and her EX the same question: "Whatever happened to us?"
Coincidentally, from the moment I met Girl C (even before I met Girl B), I already liked her. It was hard to deny, especially after she admitted that she liked me, but I was really able to shrug it off - and man was it long - 4 years of denial! Everyone was already linking us at some point, but no one was able to expose what I really feel. We were close, she's a team mate for almost all the activities we had in college then. I had my reasons, she had plenty of suitors, I didn't want to compete, I was loyal (yeah to Girl A who left me anyways), and everything! I even had to find flaws in her, but everytime I do, I find myself laughing and asking myself "who are you kidding!"
So, now Girl C is available (well someone else's playing "best friend" with her but this time no man can stop me! lmao), I want to confess to her the fact that I do like her, in the most romantic way that I can. I'm pretty sure it's love this time, and I'm all moved on. I don't want to live in regrets anymore, and it doesn't really matter if she will like hearing me say that I like her or not, I just want to say it so that I have no secrets left in me - I madly am in love again. lol
So now we're starting to talk with each other again, I hint her about what I feel and pretend that it's another girl, and she describes how that girl would love to hear the words I say or two to her. And while having a conversation with her, we thought about having a getaway to SBMA. Hence, the thread's title... so my plan is to tell it to her when we get there, doesn't matter how she'll react as I said.
Now, my plans are pretty rough, but this is pretty much the setup when the trip does materialize:
1. We'll be there come sunset or evening.
2. Stroll at the beach for a while near the lighthouse (there are good spotlights pointing at the beach, so if ever the night's cloudy, we need not bother finding our way or two unlike in other beaches)
3. Dine somewhere romantic (IDEAS PLEASE, yung sa lighthouse at Pier One lang alam ko eh, and it's a bit loud I think, just need a warm and cozy place with great food and great music)
4. Go to the bus stop near the airport (the one with lights et al at night? I find it quiet and it's beside the bay too so the wind can be soothing)
5. Sit there, play her fave song lately with the following lyrics on emphasis:
6. Dance her just enough to reach the chorus... andYou lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier, crazier
Feels like i’m falling and
I lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier
7. Whisper slowly to her ears my confession.
There! Comments? Suggestions? Protest?