Nag-away kami nung girlfriend ko na nasa US kase nahuli ako nung pinsan nya na may kasamang babae and then sinumbong ako sa kanya. It's really buking because we're caught in such a compromising position. We we're caught making out in a bar. She did not break up with me but she avenge herself in a very cruel way. She sent me pictures of her having *** with some guy. Oh man that really hurts. She was really slutty in the pics. I must admit it turned me on and I masturbated a lot thinking of the things she did with that guy while I looked at the pictures. I'm considering breaking up with her although I still love her. What's weird is that I want to have *** with her more than ever and I always get turned on when I think about her having *** with that man. Whenever I get horny I alway look at those pics and then masturbated. What's going on with me? I'm going nuts already. I cried over it yeah but it also made me horny everytime. How could this happen? We talked already over the phone and she said she's sorry but then I got horny and I asked her to tell me what they did and to please tell me in graphic detail. I ended up masturbating while she tells me the story then she noticed what I was doing and she got horny too and masturbated also. So parang nag-sop kami. We had a laugh after that and sort of bati. My problem is I can't get the scenario out of my mind. The thought would make me very angry and humiliated but also horny at the same time. What can I do to get over it? Is this a passing thing? I'm still considering breaking up with her. We've been on for 2 years already. Thanks for any help.
seriously, psychiatrist ang kailangan sa ganyang kaso. an ordinary advice won't help.
mas maganda kung kayong dalawa, sabay magpa-tingin sa psychiatrist.
ask ko lang, was it your gf you were imagining when you masturbated or was it the man she had *** with? kasi baka kaya ka natu-turned on because you really are homo***ual and you just don't know it.