How do you feel right now?

**ratboy** · February 16th, 2022 04:09 PM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

I'm going to lose my mind na ata. I don't even know how I feel anymore. I'm bored. I'm sad. I'm longing for crush physically. I want to devour him. I'm obsessed. BIGLAAN! Where did this come from?!?! It's probably my fcking hormones because I cannot explain it.

Reading those threads in reddit made me feel worse pa, like what it happening to the world? Moral degeneration na (now that's another story)

Whenever I feel like this I would go out of the house and run, run, and run until I am too exhausted. How can I do that now? I am in such bad shape. Ever since I had covid, I don't breathe as well anymore.

Hi crush. I miss you cathy kelan ka balik ph

**_Cathy_** · February 16th, 2022 05:08 PM

Originally Posted by ratboy

Hi crush. I miss you cathy kelan ka balik ph

How I wish si crush nag message sakin nyan. Bakit ba kasi I'm so s3xually attracted to him. I'm not like that with other guys naman. Pag nawala yun s3xual attraction, I am 100% over him na.

Sent from my SM-N960F using Tapatalk

**ratboy** · February 16th, 2022 05:12 PM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

How I wish si crush nag message sakin nyan. Bakit ba kasi I'm so s3xually attracted to him. I'm not like that with other guys naman. Pag nawala yun s3xual attraction, I am 100% over him na.

Sent from my SM-N960F using Tapatalk

Its just hormones. You need to find another guy maybe you find someone more attractive na sobrang pang gigigilan mo rin tulad nya. Magdate na lang tayo pagbalik mo manila kahit dinner lang somewhere

**_Cathy_** · February 16th, 2022 07:25 PM

Originally Posted by ratboy

Its just hormones. You need to find another guy maybe you find someone more attractive na sobrang pang gigigilan mo rin tulad nya. Magdate na lang tayo pagbalik mo manila kahit dinner lang somewhere

that's the biggest problem, its been 5 yrs and I've never met a man that turns me on as much as he does. Kaya I can't totally let go. I haven't spoken to him in a year. I don't know why in the past few days I've been dreaming about him at ng gigigil na naman ako. I won't act on it, I won't contact him, pero ang hirap sobra!!!

BTW before I met crush, I took pride in my self control, it went out the window because our s3xual chemistry was mind blowing. It's tragic kung siya na talaga ultimate and with my next BF baka wala ng ganun s3xual chemistry.

I bargained with God, I will let crush go (nagkakasala na kasi ako) if He would grant my request, and He did.

**ratboy** · February 16th, 2022 09:56 PM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

that's the biggest problem, its been 5 yrs and I've never met a man that turns me on as much as he does. Kaya I can't totally let go. I haven't spoken to him in a year. I don't know why in the past few days I've been dreaming about him at ng gigigil na naman ako. I won't act on it, I won't contact him, pero ang hirap sobra!!!

BTW before I met crush, I took pride in my self control, it went out the window because our s3xual chemistry was mind blowing. It's tragic kung siya na talaga ultimate and with my next BF baka wala ng ganun s3xual chemistry.

I bargained with God, I will let crush go (nagkakasala na kasi ako) if He would grant my request, and He did.

Hahahaha damn grabeng obsession yan cathy! fatal attraction haha. Ramdam ko yung gigil mo e parang nag grind ang teeth mo sa gigil habang tinataype yung post mo haha. Baka naman kailangan mo lang ng outlet, mag date na lang tayo cathy why not explore again maybe you can find that kind of "mind blowing s3xual chemistry" with other men.

**viper888** · February 16th, 2022 10:04 PM

So Singapore has opened a VTL with the PH

To wait for the guidelines or to buy tickets while the price is reasonable but run the risk of it not being a vtl flight?

Edit: wait for a clarification if tourists are actually allowed

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

**_Cathy_** · February 17th, 2022 08:09 PM

Originally Posted by ratboy

Hahahaha damn grabeng obsession yan cathy! fatal attraction haha. Ramdam ko yung gigil mo e parang nag grind ang teeth mo sa gigil habang tinataype yung post mo haha. Baka naman kailangan mo lang ng outlet, mag date na lang tayo cathy why not explore again maybe you can find that kind of "mind blowing s3xual chemistry" with other men.

Nahimasmasan na ko

Thank God I was able to control myself, not to contact him. I wanted to show up at his house and rape him na nga e HAHAHA

In 5 yrs, I have not met a guy that I find s3xually attractive. Extremes kasi personality ko. I'm either hot or cold, there's no in between.

**ratboy** · February 17th, 2022 08:31 PM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

Nahimasmasan na ko

Thank God I was able to control myself, not to contact him. I wanted to show up at his house and rape him na nga e HAHAHA

In 5 yrs, I have not met a guy that I find s3xually attractive. Extremes kasi personality ko. I'm either hot or cold, there's no in between.

Grabe yung gusto rape-in ah hahahahaha swerte talaga ng maging bf mo cathy sobrang wild mo kasi ganyan ang pangarap namin yung manghihina kami ng sobra

**_Cathy_** · February 17th, 2022 09:05 PM

Originally Posted by ratboy

Grabe yung gusto rape-in ah hahahahaha swerte talaga ng maging bf mo cathy sobrang wild mo kasi ganyan ang pangarap namin yung manghihina kami ng sobra

I was very prude and conservative before I met crush. An ex even said I have no libido. Another gave up on me kasi I refuse to do anything physical. I don't know what button crush pushed but I guess I was like a volcano that exploded hahaha. Between crush and I, he had more self control because I could not help myself around him. Yes, gigil na gigil ako sa kanya. I am allergic sa PDA before I met him, but with crush parang exhibitionist na ata ako because I want people to see [emoji23] Siyempre I am so proud to be with him, and making him PDA - mamatay sa inggit ang mga girls

I'm still a saint compared to the pinays of reddit (that's another post) Ibang klase sa wild mga pinay ngayon. Ako kasi, I belong to only one guy and that's crush

Yung ibang pinay ang taas ng body count saka payag sa casual.

Sent from my SM-N960F using Tapatalk

**ratboy** · February 17th, 2022 10:25 PM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

I was very prude and conservative before I met crush. An ex even said I have no libido. Another gave up on me kasi I refuse to do anything physical. I don't know what button crush pushed but I guess I was like a volcano that exploded hahaha. Between crush and I, he had more self control because I could not help myself around him. Yes, gigil na gigil ako sa kanya. I am allergic sa PDA before I met him, but with crush parang exhibitionist na ata ako because I want people to see [emoji23] Siyempre I am so proud to be with him, and making him PDA - mamatay sa inggit ang mga girls

I'm still a saint compared to the pinays of reddit (that's another post) Ibang klase sa wild mga pinay ngayon. Ako kasi, I belong to only one guy and that's crush

Yung ibang pinay ang taas ng body count saka payag sa casual.

Sent from my SM-N960F using Tapatalk

Ahh shet naiimagine ko sobrang ganda at hot mo siguro talaga sa personal cathy. Yan ang maganda dating konserbatibo tapos pumutok ang libido, naipon ang kulo from maria clara to maria ozawa bwahahaha. Swerte talaga ng crush mo cathy sarap mo maging gf pangbakbakan talaga agresibo. Sa phgonewild ka ba na subreddit tumatambay cathy haha