How do you feel right now?

**CVT** · May 27th, 2017 07:56 AM

Ang tagal.....

Inip na ako..... 😙😅

**_Cathy_** · May 27th, 2017 08:28 PM

The weather is making me feel even more sad than I am now.

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**rodetor** · May 27th, 2017 08:50 PM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

The weather is making me feel even more sad than I am now.

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Dahil umuulan?

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**_Cathy_** · May 27th, 2017 09:53 PM

Originally Posted by rodetor

Dahil umuulan?

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Yes.

I feel like crying because I just came from the hospital to accompany a family member. Her doctor who is usually very optimistic was surprised that her condition got worse. If it does not improve in 2 weeks baka i surgery.

I'm so scared I feel like throwing up and now I'm having upset stomache. Ang hirap pala talaga ng walang kapatid or asawa, kasi I have no support system. She was already hospitalized in March and it was "crush/mr perfect" who kept me sane. And now I don't have him anymore as well.

Minsan naiisip ko talaga ano ba kasalanan ko sa mundo, hindi naman ako masamang tao.

**rodetor** · May 27th, 2017 10:36 PM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

Yes.

I feel like crying because I just came from the hospital to accompany a family member. Her doctor who is usually very optimistic was surprised that her condition got worse. If it does not improve in 2 weeks baka i surgery.

I'm so scared I feel like throwing up and now I'm having upset stomache. Ang hirap pala talaga ng walang kapatid or asawa, kasi I have no support system. She was already hospitalized in March and it was "crush/mr perfect" who kept me sane. And now I don't have him anymore as well.

Minsan naiisip ko talaga ano ba kasalanan ko sa mundo, hindi naman ako masamang tao.

Family member, who?

Huwag paghinaan ng luob. Our fear, o takot ang nakaka-affect ng ating body mood conditions, whenever we are confronted like your situation that happens awhile ago.

I've been through that circumstances many times, when we need to rush our Father to the hospital, suffering from seismic attack(paki correct na lang kung mali) or stroke. Yung sa brain, nagka clot or bleeding.

Don't you have relatives, whom you can seek help or assistance?

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**_Cathy_** · May 28th, 2017 07:34 PM

Originally Posted by rodetor

Family member, who?

Huwag paghinaan ng luob. Our fear, o takot ang nakaka-affect ng ating body mood conditions, whenever we are confronted like your situation that happens awhile ago.

I've been through that circumstances many times, when we need to rush our Father to the hospital, suffering from seismic attack(paki correct na lang kung mali) or stroke. Yung sa brain, nagka clot or bleeding.

Don't you have relatives, whom you can seek help or assistance?

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She's like my second mother, took care of me since I was a baby. She's a parent to me na rin.

I'm getting really depressed with my life, last month my heart was shattered into pieces, I have not fully recovered tapos eto na naman. It's like my problems are unending and I can never be completely happy. It's during the last 2 or 3 years that I realized how hard it is not to have siblings once family members start to age and their health declines. And then I hear people saying, I should have married so I have support, but what can I do? I can't force love.

I have relatives but they have their own lives. And my cousins are taking care of their own ageing parents. Hirap kasi, nobody can take turns going to the hospital etc. The emotional burden of being alone in all this is the hardest. Parang yung wife ng friend ko, isa lang siya anak dito sa Pilipinas. The father of the wife is sick kaya they missed work several times na, sinasabi rin sakin ng friend ko ang hirap magkasakit pag matanda na tapos iisa din lang ang anak na nagaasikaso, Swerte wife ng friend ko kasi mabait friend ko, he would take turns sa pagbantay sa Dad. Kwento niya sa ICU ng PHC, sa bench lang natutulog ang bantay. Today I was dozing on and off and slept til 3 pm. Parang ayoko na nga magising because then I have to face the reality of life again.

**shadow** · May 28th, 2017 09:07 PM

Originally Posted by _Cathy_

She's like my second mother, took care of me since I was a baby. She's a parent to me na rin.

I'm getting really depressed with my life, last month my heart was shattered into pieces, I have not fully recovered tapos eto na naman. It's like my problems are unending and I can never be completely happy. It's during the last 2 or 3 years that I realized how hard it is not to have siblings once family members start to age and their health declines. And then I hear people saying, I should have married so I have support, but what can I do? I can't force love.

I have relatives but they have their own lives. And my cousins are taking care of their own ageing parents. Hirap kasi, nobody can take turns going to the hospital etc. The emotional burden of being alone in all this is the hardest. Parang yung wife ng friend ko, isa lang siya anak dito sa Pilipinas. The father of the wife is sick kaya they missed work several times na, sinasabi rin sakin ng friend ko ang hirap magkasakit pag matanda na tapos iisa din lang ang anak na nagaasikaso, Swerte wife ng friend ko kasi mabait friend ko, he would take turns sa pagbantay sa Dad. Kwento niya sa ICU ng PHC, sa bench lang natutulog ang bantay. Today I was dozing on and off and slept til 3 pm. Parang ayoko na nga magising because then I have to face the reality of life again.

Private nurse. Hire ka na lang before and after surgery para Sila na bahala

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**_Cathy_** · May 28th, 2017 10:10 PM

Originally Posted by shadow

Private nurse. Hire ka na lang before and after surgery para Sila na bahala

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Yung wife ng old driver namin nagbantay the last time. Kaya they are like family to me na rin.

Ang mahirap kasi yung emotional support. One time nasumbatan ko talaga Mommy ko dapat marami kami magkakapatid. I know I should not blame her. Naka ilan miscarriage kasi siya kaya my Daddy really prayed hard for me daw na mabuhay ako.

Kaya yung best friend ko na iisa anak sinabihan ko maawa siya sa anak niya. Wala pang pinsan. Okay lang yung medically may issue pero iba yung only child by choice.

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