I'm thinking if I'll ever have a successful and lasting relationship if I always look for that "in love" and "high" feeling in relationships? It's never sustained and I lose interest when it wanes. I've had relationships naman that lasted years but that depends on the guy's patience

In the end I always break things off.
So I think something is really wrong with me psychologically (?) I am not saying that I am mental ha! I just want to understand myself. My Mom blames my Dad kasi daw I was not taught the word NO so I can't cope with disappointments
Ewan ko kasi with this new guy in my life, I said to myself that if he shows interest in me, I will make this work, but then now I lost interest na kasi ang aga aga antukin and then things that I used to find endearing irritates me na. He asked me what do I want him to do, I could not answer. Sa ex ko asar ako kasi bum, sa kanya naman asar ako kasi workaholic
