Nakakalungkot tong thread na ito............![]()
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Oo naman. Nadedepress ako minsan.
Ginagawa ko. I don't drive around, sayang sa gas eh ... tsaka baka kung ano pa maencounter ko, paktay.
Sa kwarto lang ako. Listen to music and sing loud. wala pakielam kahit sintonado na. hahaha!
ewan ko. subukan ko siguro magdrive sa susunod na madepress ako. nakakatakot kasi minsan eh, baka sa kakaisip mo ... madisgrasya ka pa. pero i think, it does work.
What do I do when I feel unloved?
- I break out the old PlayStation2 and practice my driving in GT4.
- I watch my anime DVDs - "After War Gundam X" and "Gundam: The 08th MS Team" are particularly uplifting.
- I play some CDs and sing along. Broadway musical songs are nice.
- I return to my on-and-off hobby: model making. The feeling of accomplishment when you build something is hard to beat.
Hehe ganito ako.. Until ma-realize ko na ganito nga ako..
Mahirap ang ganon eh, parang isang bisyong mahirap takasan or itigil. Minsan dadating pa sa point na desperado ka talagang hanapin yung feeling na di mo na alam kung anong nagagawa mo, may natapakan ka na pala, naging selfish ka etc.
Buti pa ang kotse di ka iiwan hahaha.. Hindi pa maarte, hindi choosy, kaya masarap alagaan..![]()
Ever felt the feeling of being totally alone even when you are in a middle of a crowd?
Ever felt that you are so insignificant, that no one would notice if you suddenly stopped existing?
Ever felt that there is a hole in your chest and that nothing in this world can ever fill it up?
Ever felt that life is so pointless and that in the end, we just all end up the same, dead & buried somewhere?